Anais, you sure ask good questions!

Toss is to throw. You toss a ball around. To my mind, the connotation of toss is lighter than throw. It's not such a serious thing. I'm not going to the context of the Heavenletter right now because I have to go somewhere. See if that fits, will you kindly?

As it were is an expression. It sort of means -- I have to go to the entire Heavenletter to be sure what is correct. We need the context of the Heavenletter. I'll be back in a minute.

When I say the reward is in the doing, I mean that on some level you know what you are doing, and you feel mercy in your heart or agitation in your heart and whatever else in between.

Then how can it be said I am the Doer? You are also your own doer and done-er, as it were. You toss precious life around, sometimes without looking. You who are tenderness itself sometimes forget tenderness. Remember tenderness. Remember the Oneness of Souls, and you will be tenderness itself. Gentle, gentle is your path. Whatever goes on around you, you are the walker of the path you take. Render yourself tenderly.

Yes, we toss precious life around. We bounce it around, perhaps not paying much attention.

Doer we all know the meaning of. God has made up the word Done-er. We've done what we've done, sort of in the past tense, Anais.

Now I can't see the rest of your questions. Please post again anythng I left out, dear one.