FROM MARIA TRIVI, ITALY
I present myself. I live in Italy, Milan, and unfortunately my written English is not very good, even if I understand quite well what I read. In any case, I think God knows every languages, so I’ll try to manage in this adventure.
I found Heavenletters on the Web, through an Italian site from which I receive everyday texts from channelling from everywhere.
Some days ago Gloria invited me to share my spiritual journey on the forum, so here I am and I post now the same things I wrote her. I.e. that my English is like my spiritual journey, a little bit ...hip-hop, even if, in the last time and in both fields, I accelerated...another bit. I distinguish: I understand almost all I read in English, but my reading is not so fast and, as I work all the day, the time is ever too much little.
The spiritual journey: I think I have a long way to go, but, in the same time, I think that, in this kind of things, sometimes there are a sort of enlightenments (not the BIG ONE, but the little ones, the daily, common ones, even if they are in any case very important!) which suddenly change something in our mind, something like a puzzle that settles (sorry for my macaronic English!).
In the last times I have more and more intensified my reading of several sites on Internet which publish channelling. And this is a world that opened to me. It was not a case this happened in the same period in which I had have to stop for an accident - a broken arm due to a fall - so I had many time for me. The fall too was not a case of course! I was very very tired for the job and for my familiar problems and more and more unsatisfied for my inner life.
I passed a lot of years (I am 57!) among several attempts of understanding, myself before all - psychoanalysis, psychotherapies, courses, seminars, yoga, etc. - but also intense relationships with many friends and with my relatives and people from whom I understood and understand so much! - and now I know that I have to pick up what I sown, even if the sowing never ends.
Nevertheless my principal problem is too thinking, too much of mind, which controls me. This fact, and in the same time my difficulty in surrendering - and the two things are correlated of course! - complicate my spiritual journey. This is now my ‘situation’. I know that the times are mature to accelerate this kind of process, I mean at planetary level and I’m trying to take pains.
I appreciate very much Heavneletters. I don’t know if I am able to intervene in a community forum, due to my difficult English - about 2 hours to write an e-mail is too much, isn't it? - but I can try to read the Heaven News as I read the Heavenletters, and to know the spiritual journeys of other people.
Thank you. I hope I didn’t write too much!