Nancy L. to Gloria:

Dear Gloria, all of the Heavenletters, Heavenreaders and God's Love for all of us is so nourishing for my hungry heart. How can I express how much it means to me and how much every day I anxiously turn on my computer to get the daily dose that I need and want to sustain me?

I thank Lauren for her questions that are almost identical to ones that I have. I often cannot find the questions inside myself that others express so beautifully and completely that I really want to ask. So I want to thank everyone that has the courage to ask these very personal questions: Tina, Jon, Kerry, Julie, Nancy Omaha, Margaret, Harvey, Lauren, Kathy, Diane, Leslie, and others.

And I want to especially thank you, Gloria, for your constant quest to learn and know God's Love and Will. I know that Heavenletters is having a profound influence in my life, and that I am growing as a result.

Julie to Gloria:

What a beautiful message yesterday. I liked the explanation of turning the other cheek. I wish God would interpret the whole Bible! My fave was the last thought to Marg: "Welcome to My heart. Stay." Oh, how simple it all is.

Please send the following to Leslie:

Julie to Leslie:

Dearest Friend,

My heart opens up to your pain. I have no experience like yours so can only imagine the pain and loneliness you must feel. I do know God does not judge us, only gives us love. I have found great comfort and peace from releasing my worries to Her. It is a practice I must repeat daily, but when I do, I find I can see more of the love the day offers.

If you can open up to Heaven readers, you will find a wellspring of love and support.

In God's love, Julie

Nancy O. to Leslie:

Dear Leslie, I am very touched by your difficult situation. I am so sorry to hear you are having trouble with your body. I have experienced deep and terrible pain, but not constant pain, so I can only partially understand. I sympathize with your dilemma. I do not believe there is a reason to stay in endless pain, if it truly cannot ever be changed.

I would like to continue to hold you in prayer and have you surrounded with healing light. There is a disconnect in the brain between the mind and body, and it might be possible for you to find it.

In the mean time, I wish you great comfort and love.

I see you in the palm of God's hand, in perfect health and peace of mind. May your suffering help you to feel oneness with the many others who also suffer on this globe, and as for all of them, may you know that we lift you up in wholeness to the Lord of us all.

I surround you in love, dear Leslie, and pray that whatever decision you make, you keep God close at hand with you at all times and experience the depth of His love for you. May the joy and peace of Christmas resonate in your heart.

The following seems to belong first before today's response to Leslie from God.

Rudy to Gloria:

Can u ask GOD? i know the GOD HEAD?VOID>INFINITE IMMACULATE INFINITE PURE I AM is inside us all, and yet the soul must be saved?

Thanks, Rudy

God to Rudy:

Not in My book, dear Rudy. Why would what is imperishable require saving? And how and why would Heaven only await some of My children and not all?

I am not in the confines of any religion.

It is wonderful to know Jesus. He is a blessing. But he is not My only blessing. His is not the only open door through which My child can find Me, and all others closed.

I do not make the comparisons that the world does. I do not sort and include some and exclude others, like piles of clothes bagged to give away, mend, keep etc.

Christ is a blessing. Since Christedness exists in all, by whatever name it is called, that blessing is given to all.

Before Jesus Christ was born on earth, this was so.

Others have carried his same banner.

Heaven did not begin with Jesus' birth or his death.

There are men and churches that say you must be saved.

You have never left Me.

I have you saved.

I am careful.

I do not toss away or refuse admittance to even one of My children.

How nice to feel especially chosen. I want you to feel it. Because that is truth. Each soul is treasured and is, indeed, a precious treasure.

I am not an excluder. I am not an exclusive God. I am everyone's.

If you wish to think of Christ as a saviour, that is fine. If you wish to think of him as a world messenger from Me, that is fine.

But if I were to think of him as a separate being, I would see him doing his work behind the scenes, not minding who said his name or acknowledged Christ's love as Christ's. Christ would be the first to proclaim that all love is Mine, and that I give it fully without strings.

There are many open doors to Me. We could say that all doors are open to Me. Any one of My children brings others.

Jesus was a magnificent soul and a magnificent human being who saw beyond boundaries. He removed boundaries. He did not make them. Nor do I.

Rudy, you are very interesting to Me. Never fear that you are in danger of losing your soul. It belongs to Me.

Gloria to God:

Will You please say more to Leslie? You answered her specific question yesterday about whether You would forgive her if she took her own life. Although your above answer to Rudy was given a few days before Leslie's question arrived, much of it seems also to answer Leslie's then unsent question, and it must ease her heart as well. I know it eases mine.

God:

You use the word ease. I say heal. My words heal everyone.

Leslie is crying a lot. The release of tears heals her. Her healing has begun. This healing was set in motion by her question, by her question and her sending out her question to reach Me.

The more you heal, the more Leslie heals. The more Leslie heals, the more you heal, for My children create a ballast of energy over the world. What is healing but a balancing of energy? Personal healing is never personal. It belongs to all.

As does pain. Leslie's pain is not all her own. You also know her pain and share it. It does not leave you unaffected.

What is pain but a stoppage of energy? This energy in Leslie is now being unstopped.

Suicide is an attempt to release energy all at once. It is radical.

Looking at suicide another way, it is an attempt to find Me.

For today, We will leave it at that. This is enough to absorb now. At another time, I will answer your question about what happens to the soul that chooses to shorten its lifespan.

Gloria:

Dear God, Nancy Omaha offered to sort out Heavenletters and organize it into a book or books. Since then I keep thinking of different themes and topics that make up HEAVEN. Life, death, marriage, children, parents, Christ, You, Heaven, prayer, physical body, health, illness, faith, doubt, desires, happiness, sorrow, littering, time, space, holidays, and on and on.

But it seems to me, more and more, that there is one subject that everything comes under, and that is relationships. Is that so?

God:

It is so. And all relationships come down to the one relationship that is with Me. Your relationship to earth, family, world, yourself are, in fact, your relationship to Me.

Yes, you have one theme in HEAVEN, and that is knowing Me. I keep inviting.

How you deal with Me is how you deal in life. How you meet Me and how far or close, that is your story. Or how you run away, for how long, and how We meet again. It is a love story, Our story.

The Lover pursues the beloved.

The beloved plays games.

The Lover catches the beloved.

They discover they were always together and never apart.

The beloved now brings her friends to meet the Lover Who is now her Beloved.

There is a celebration.

It is called Awakening.

Everyone attends.

Some come early.

Some arrive late.

But all attend this celebration.

Angels attend.

And you attend.

We could say that Heavenletters is an invitation that you have accepted.

And now you are getting ready.

You want to dress up and all.

But soon you will realize that you already are ready.

When you accept, you are ready.

When you arrive, you are arrived.

And the Celebration begins.