This letter has stirred something in me. It’s not even part of the main theme of the letter; It’s kind of an aside or a spin-off. Let me explain. It started with this sentence:“Your longing is stirred by your remembering the love you once knew you were fully immersed in.”

I have had a powerful longing all my life. For most of my life I didn’t even have a clue what I was longing for – I only knew, at some deep level, that I would know it when I came across it. Then, perhaps a couple of decades ago, I began to believe that what I longed for was the healing of the hate and fear and confusion that I saw as so prevalent in the world. This belief arose with the earliest idea forming in my mind that such a thing is actually possible, and my belief in this possibility has been growing steadily. But the current stage of this evolution has been almost painful to me. I feel like the answer is before us yet the spread of this awareness is ponderously slow.

Back to the sentence I quoted. As I read it, a new insight was forming in response. I began wondering if my powerful longing is due to the remembering spoken of in this letter. I wonder if I am sort of sublimating this longing for return into a longing for the world’s healing. If this is true, it is a liberating idea for me. It is much more manageable to work with what is entirely within my control. My remembrance of my true place in God’s heart is up to me. Any other meaningful role I might play has got to start here. Or, at least, that is what this letter is causing me to think.

Come to Me right now. In the silence of this moment, know your seat in My heart. Know it is saved for you. Entrance to My heart is easy. All you have to do is to think of My heart, and the feeling of knowing once again will follow and ring true. Perhaps you can feel Our love now. Perhaps you can even have an inkling of remembrance. You cannot fully forget Our love, for it vibrates within you. Your longing is stirred by your remembering the love you once knew you were fully immersed in. You are immersed in that love now. You are soaking in My heart of love right now. There has been no change. The change is in your remembering, that's all.

There are dozens of Heavenletters containing passages similar to this one. There will be more, I guess. What they say only needs to be repeated now and then, not explained. As much as I can grasp this time, that will do. Next time perhaps more. And the time after next time, who knows, maybe my scalepan will move. That's what Heavenletters are for me, gentle nudges to remember. Nothing more is needed. But perhaps seemingly different people need different-looking, different-feeling nudges, and maybe that is why Heavenletters are so varied, almost appearing inconsistent at times.

Everything is exactly as it has always been. The chamber orchestra of My heart is playing your favorite song. The music is calling to you, asking you to come back in the only possible way, and that is by remembering.

Ah, music. The promise of music, dear God, quickens my pace.

You can always slip your awareness back to Our Eternal Love.

If the action is that of slipping, and if it can be done always, it has to be something very simple and easy.

And savoring every word, feeling them, letting them run through my fingers, my soul, my I-don't-now-what, I read:

Our love reaches you now. I am pouring it into your bloodstream, filling up your heart with all the love it has yearned for, and now Our unimaginable love runs through your veins. There is an artesian well of love, a veritable fount of love. It is bursting through forgotten passages and rising, rising right to the surface, and your heart is billowing in Our love rising, rising past the surface, rising right up to the mountaintop of Heaven and returning, returning, replenishing all the viaducts of love.

Right now, can I follow some of the apparent way? I can. How good it feels, especially when compared with days when I feel I don't move, don't feel, don't understand and may even snort in disgust. I would love to hear from everyone where this Heavenletter takes them. "Or, at least", to repeat Chuck's wonderful words, "that is what this letter is causing me to think."

"Inconsistent" heavenletters, if I may use this term meaning something different from what you mean, Jochen, are my favourite, like this one. I love when God speaks of nothing practical, no advice, no insight in daily life, no answers. Just an impalpable something, the best call for Paradise. I like when the world fades behind the One of Us.

Chuck, for me "healing the world" has always worked in the opposite direction it worked for you. It has always been a good reason for staying away from "spirituality". Maybe I am individualist, but the world is not my main concern and motivation. It is always interesting to compare our experiences.

This kind of letters always makes me feel that I am in a deferred Present or Presence with God when He asks me if I am feeling something as soon as I finish reading the Heavenletter. In fact, I know what to think but I don't know what to feel or even if I have to feel anything. Because a feeling arouses by itself.

More precisely, when God says that He is pouring Love into my bloodstream and that our unimaginable Love runs through my veins, I have only one kind of memory or remembering. It is the time(s) when I experimented a very specific kind of drug: psilocibine (an alcaloide contained in a variety of mushroom, the "psilocibe mexicana" which the Nahuatl people of Mexico called «the flesh of the gods» and ingested ceremonially). As a psychopharmacological experience (in fact it should be written at the plural), I must say that I had the absolute feeling of this immediate Present/Presence and it was litterally pouring in my bloodstream and I could really feel love running through my veins. Was it imaginary or artificial, I don't really care, because it was an experience (repeatable), no, it was precisely THAT experience of Love and Oneness.

But I stopped taking psilocibine, not because it was dangerous (I don't think it is) but basically because I said to myself that I had to learn to recreate this experience without any pharmacological help.

Now, some 30 years later, I am again invited by God to recreate this experience. What I don't know yet is if it is or if it has to be an "out-of-the-body" experience, or a natural pharmacological experience with the serotonine of my pineal gland.

I leave the question opened to God and to the forum.

But one other thing I learned to remember especially since the past two years is the absolute certainty that I am not alone. I am not yet sitting on my seat in God's living room, but I might be behind the door next room to His.

DEAREST MAESTRO, MIGHTY GOD-CREATOR OF LOVE ETERNALLY OVERFLOWING,

Yes, LOVE DIVINE is a Love that this world has entirely forgotten. WHY OH WHY DID
I EVER SAY WHEN I LEFT HEAVEN THAT I AGREED TO FORGET FOR AWHILE? IT WAS
STUPIDITY! IT WAS A DEATH KNELL FOR NO GOOD.

i WISH I HAD NEVER SAID THAT! IT WAS NOT A GOOD THING TO EVEN TRY! REMEMBERING IS TRULY ALL THAT I EVER REALLY WANTED AND THEN I GAVE IT ALL
UPFOR A GAME OF FORGETTING! AND IN THE GAME OF FORGETTING IT REALLY
SEEMS DIVINE LOVE WAS ALWAYS QUITE TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.

WE DESPERATELY WANT TO REMEMBER, BUT IT SOMETIMES SEEMS HOPELESS.

BlessSings dearest Gloria...

Thank You for The Messages from Beloved...
They are a true High~Light of my days...
So Beauty~Full...
So full of DiVine Love...

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My Deepest Gratitude Beloved...

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Ocean of BlessSings...
~ viola

This is so so beautiful, and reading it helped me feel energized---I have been feeling tired lately, concerned about my heart! And this letter was so beautiful, the words so poetic and vivid and loving, and the images of the love bubbling through every place were very healing for me!! Thanks again............much love from Faith

dear God heavenley father,
i know we are a part of one love,
and that love never change
and always forever,
love and light

Exceptional, and helping us all to remember....

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Hello Friends,

God said Beloveds
This is Our moment of love
And it is timeless

Love, Light and Aloha!