today's heavenletter feelings
All the love you give will assail you.
Do not doubt this for a moment. I know you do doubt it. You feel you have given away so much love, and it never came back, or, if it did, it stayed for only a moment.
I have always wondered why I have to suffer so often in matters of the heart in my life when I love so many so much. I always have a place in my heart for those I feel need love the most---outcasts, poor, lonely, troubled. It is the saddest of people I try to be there for, yet I feel sad so much, especially lately & I wonder what God's plan is for me? I hope I will have the love of my lifetime stay with me for more than a brief moment, but then is not this life we have on Earth but a brief moment anyway? The glory lies in returning to be with Him.