Dearest Jim,

I'm glad to read your postings again dear ! I just read Oneness and Wonder:

We are all special children of God equally loved by our creator! And, as I see and believe, my job is to love God and his children and the Earth and the Universe.

Indeed I think that is our job, that is what we came for ! How I love your loving heart !

God has shown me so many times in the last weeks that indeed so many perceptions and opinions and judgements are a huge obstacle to the real comunication - Oneness - with God, they are hindering and blinding us.
I was so tired of the many daily things to see to, only to discover that indeed I love my life exactely as it is, I love it dearly and deeply. I thought I knew what things meant and were for, only to see that God showed me that I didn't know and that silence and absence of opinions is a good way to proceed through our days.
A dear friend of mine told me that exactely what she had always disliked in her life (a particular topic), what had always been a problem for her, now has turned out to be a real blessing. So, we really do not know what our life experiences mean, do we ?

This trip showed me how things fall into place when they are meant to be, I did catch an airplane that was impossible to catch for I had a huge crowd before me at the check in. A seva (volunteer) did not allow us to stay in a particular place to see Swami and it was my first time seeing Swami, immediately another (elder) seva came and made me stay and afterwords came back to say smiling: "Good Darshan,eh?". I prayed Swami to take my back pain away (wasn't able any more to stay seated on the floor for hours) or to come out early for darshan and He came early, very early. I have met wonderful Angels for which I am really happy and grateful. The devotional songs, bajhans, were wonderful, a wonderful energy of love and so powerful and overwhelming, and I love so much singing them really !! Bajhans are a real Tsunami of love and devotion.

A new peace and stillness is in my heart, I have done what seemed impossible, I have seen my beloved Swami, it was a real miracle and every detail fell into place smoothly. Travelling to India to meet the God within and to discover indeed, that I havn't moved an inch. I have always been there, waiting for God's darshan, waiting to meet my Self.

I suppose words could not express really what I feel or mean but I hope you get the meaning.

Thanks dear Jim, boundless love and joy to you, most sweet child of our beloved Father !
Berit