Kerry to Gloria:

I have been hearing these lyrics in my mind: "Make me an instrument, Lord, of thy Peace… As I let go, as I release and as there awakens the living Christ in Me…" No matter how bleak it seems to be in MY perception of this life, the miracle of healing and of this gigantic LOVE of God is always present.

Then, there is the wondrous miracle of HEAVEN.

I read Leslie's letter with huge respect and awe and send her my own Love and thoughts of healing.

Tina's response struck a chord in my Heart, too. I consider Tina one of the Angels in my life who has bestowed unconditional Love upon me since the very moment I met her.

When she said she had spent most of her life in severe emotional pain, I thought, "Tina is so bright, so intuitive, so wise and lovely, how can she possibly ever want to have her light extinguished? How can beautiful Leslie (whom I also immediately felt close to) not KNOW how deeply she is cherished?"

Then, I remembered my own painful desire to NOT want to be here on this planet…

Karen wrote of the shift she experienced in knowing GOD…I, too, have experienced that shift many times. The only condition seems to be that I PAY ATTENTION.

A very short time before my son Michael died, I was standing in the middle of my living room looking out the window feeling very lost and afraid… Within seconds, I had a feeling of the deepest PEACE and well being wash over me. The message that went through me was: "No matter what occurs, all will be well and this PEACE will be with you."

Even though I have had major emotional and physical pain many times since, and even though I often resist the miracles all around me, I DO KNOW on a soul level that "All will be Well…"

Gloria, the messages from GOD and the synchronicity just blow my mind!

I had a thought while reading your question to GOD about why strong HEAVENREADERS might not share this wonderful gift with others…I nodded my head, and then remembered that, while I have shared HEAVEN with somefriends, a few of the ones I share it with seem to shy away from HEAVEN and even judge harshly HEAVEN'S beautiful outpouring of God. This causes me to be uncomfortable, and I then have a tendency to keep this beauty to myself as I don't want it trashed…I jealously guard what comes from HEAVEN…I smile as I realize how this ego of mine gets chipped away.

Dear GLORIA and all Heavenreaders: You shine so brightly in my world! I look FORWARD to your Angelic presence on my HEAVENSCREEN every day!

Happy 2000. GOD blesses us Always and In All Ways.

God to Kerry:

How well you come to know that your love is a drop of itself splashed in the ocean. It is love. You don't even have to direct it to Tina or Karen or Leslie. It is My love through you that pours out into the ocean of life.

Your letter makes it clear that you love, and where your love splashes is incidental; that it splashes is paramount. It is My love through you, and you are going to drop it somewhere. It will land somewhere. Maybe everywhere.

You have jostled My love along. "Swim, God's love," you say. And you paddle My love like a canoe along the shore. Your oars make ripples of My love. You loose it back to Me.

A time will come when there is no motion between My love and your returning it to Me. No motion, no distance, no direction, purely love itself, splashing itself.

Whose love is it?

Where does it reside?

To whom does it belong?

What is it anyway, this love, a drop of which is sufficient to fill all hearts?

This love, of which even a drop suffices, is the whole.

Kerry, as for Heavenletters, how it is received or not received, distributed or not distributed, honored or not honored, it does its work, and I am happy.

Those who can hear it, hear it.

Those who can hear it, and yet turn away, lack love for themselves.

Those who rail against it have great fear of Me, which is the same as disbelief and disdain in themselves and My creation.

Know this, more attention of all kinds keeps accruing to HEAVEN.

More readers come one by one until there will be an onslaught of lovers of HEAVEN. You cannot imagine where it is going and what you are part of, but part of it, you are.

Rudy to God:

Dear God…it was thrilling to read your Q's to me. YOU know I believe in You and Jesus and all of it and Your omnipresent love and inside me…yes, my intellect, which You bestowed on me, q's a bit. I do spar some but some with Gloria, not you…I love You and all… — LOVE R

God:

Dear Rudy, you're not holding Me responsible for your intellect, are you? Don't put it on Me, for I gave you free will in the use of it as well.

You may think you spar with Gloria, but why would you? You spar with Me. Be honest now, Rudy. Gloria is no match for you. She is not complex enough. Look Me in the face, Rudy, and don't imagine that Gloria is between Us.

But you are making great strides.

This is the first time in your emails that you have talked directly to Me. And you signed yourself with a capital R. Perhaps you are beginning to know who you are.

How are your headaches?

Do you believe in Me? You want to believe in Me. Better to know Me, Rudy. Know Me.

Gloria:

Dear God, do Your messages reach the person before Heavenletters does? Did You say something like that once?

God:

Yes, My messages not only reach the person they are directed to, they reach everyone, for they are My love. Yes, My blessings reach before the words are read. It is possible to say that the blessings reach before the words are written, before the words are formed, before the words are said. My love goes out with or without words; there is no cease to My love.

My friends receive and translate My love into thoughts, put the thoughts into words, but My love and messages are beyond thought and words. Admit you receive them. There is not one who does not receive them.

And now accept.

Gloria:

Dear God, Karen was talking to me the other night, and she said some very interesting things.

One was: being in the moment does not mean time as we think of it. The moment is more like a doorway that opens to pure beingness. The moment is like the doorway to pure love. The moment leads us beyond itself.

God:

Dear Gloria, a pure moment, a pure moment of itself, not what is going on, and not an interruption of what is going on, but itself is pure love.

In the pure moment, nothing is going on. We could say acceptance of My love is going on. Not emotion, no. This is the pure neutrality you so seek. It is not indifference. It is love.

In the moment, when you are in it, there is no time, no preconception, no rules, no expectation, no disappointment nor reward beyond the pureness of being being itself. Just being. Being. This is being with Me without distraction. This is being in the pure field of expansion, where your mind becomes cosmic mind, where there is no time nor space. Love exists. You experience existence. You receive pure love. You don't actually move into it. It is as if the doorway and all beyond come to you. It comes to your awareness. And you become the universe in its true state which is pure love, pure being, pure existence of soul.

In the moment of the moment is momentum. Pure being is the source from which momentum flies.

I am the Light. You are the match. The match has already been lit.

We could say that I am the momentum of you.