Beloved Chetan, I love it that you give me so much to respond to!

I will comment in the order you wrote.

Dear One, I have plenty that I regret and wish I could forget. My understanding is that at no time does God judge nor does He want us to judge. He does not promote judgement, not anyone's. Does love judge?

Yes, my family was poor in my early childhood. They always worked hard. They knew only to work. Later they were financially rewarded.

I would say that all my life I was isolated until God happened.. As I write the book The Little Things, Before God and After God, , there was no one there to speak my heart to, no one physically present,. I may not have known to either. Although there was plenty of emotion in my home, in terms of speaking, I suspect that feelings were demonstrated but not spoken. Chetan, you are giving me a lot to think about and more material for this autobiographical book. If you go to www.godwriting.org,right now, yesterday and today's blog entries go more deeply into a few areas than the Story of Heavenletters,. The first is called: Growing up Jewish in Longmeadow. The second is called: The House where I was born. You can comment there too, if you would like to.

Why do you say that being an extrovert is not good? I would think it is very good. Besides, we are as we are. We can only be what is true for us.. I still love my solitude but, at the same time, I have grown to be more outgoing. I am more trusting. I used to be very quiet, and now I am talkative!

My daughter supports me in Heavenletters. She lives spiritual, Chetan, although she is not into talking about spirituality as you and I are. She really lives as God tells us to but is more focused on relative life. She has always been a tremendous support to me.

I also have one niece who subscribes to Heavenletters and rloves them. My other remaining nieces nephews do not relate to what I am privileged to be a part of and nor do they relate to me. There is little or no contact. I guess I am something like the black sheep of the family.

If my father were alive, he would have been 100% behind me. He was always was. I think my mother would be proud whether she "got it" or not. .Of my siblings, I think all but one would be happy for me. And maybe my other brother would if Heavenletters become well-known. Maybe, I don't know, my nieces and nephews would take notice too.

What kind and considerate questions you ask!

About that vision I had when I had it, I thought I would always have it again every time I looked at the picture. I never had it again! What Christ said, as I remember, was: "Gloria, I have been seeking you for a long time." What I felt the message meant was: "The seeker and the Sought are the same." And In Heavenletters, God tells us that we are One.

Dear One, wherever our guidance may seem to come from, God has said that we hear it as Truth because we already have the knowledge of our Truth and so we recognize it deep in our hearts.

I went to take a course. I wasn't touring. I was very inward. At the end of the course, many of the participants went to the Taj Mahal, and I didn't. I spent my three months in India in New Delhi! I didn't want to leave.

I so want to go back. Heaven Admin's grandfather came to South Africa from India. Heaven Admin is a yogi and has never been to India. May God find the way for him to go for the first time, and, hopefully, me for the second. We would love to give Godwriting workshops there -- everywhere. You understand that Heaven Admin and I do not teach Godwriting. God comes in and does it. We are well aware we have so much to learn from Mother India.

Chetan, I would love to see the movie, Mother India. Is it online? Do you possibly have the link?

I am consumed with Heavenletters, They are my focus seven days a week.

I especially appreciate that you post on the website, Chetan. If you had emailed me your questions, I would not have been able to give the time and attention that I have given here, not that I wouldn't have wanted to. Although I am responding personally to you, your posting here in public makes it possible for our words to shared. When our writing is shared, it takes no energy or stamina for me to write at all. I do not know how much time it's taken to write to you just now because until this moment when I started to think of how long, time did not exist. What nice place to be!

I thank you for giving me this opportunity to respond to you. Your questions help me to further my thought. The time spent with you also brings me closer to Oneness with God and with you, beloved Chetan.