selfishness
Star Light, Star Bright
Why do you do the things you do? What are your actions for? What is it you want to accomplish? What is your motive? What is your intention? Why do you do as you do or not do? Consider this every once in a while so you are conscious of what you are really choosing.
Do you choose to appease your ego? Be alert, for following ego is a losing game. One such as you who is made for greatness must make choices bigger than the ones ego would have you make. Ego's whims are too small and fragmented. Self-serving does not serve even you. Make your choices for something bigger than ego.
The Field of Beingness
Do you begin to see how being is giving?
When you just are, you can only give.
When you are thinking or owning or in fear, you can only withhold.
When you think about giving or not giving, there has been a stop in your giving, or a pause in it.
Yet what you feel, you give. If you are in fear at a given moment, you give fear.
When you are at peace, you give peace.
When Guilt Sets In
When you start to feel guilty, it is a sign that your selfishness and ego have crept in. Your selfishness and ego are indeed the harbingers of your guilt.
You are vital in the universe, but do not think that your so-called sins or omissions are the warp and the woof of it. They are incidental.
When you feel guilty, you are most assuredly thinking of yourself, and in your vanity, you make a small picture of yourself. You call attention to yourself. Your sense of guilt doesn't say you are responsible. It says, "Woe is me! I am not as perfect as I thought I was. I have fumbled the ball!"