On God's Behalf

Heavenletter #151 Published on: March 29, 2001
God said:

As you see for Me, on My behalf, you also speak for Me, on My behalf. Your utterances reflect Me. You are here on earth to reflect Me. Reflect Me more than you expound your individual self, that little part of you that likes to think it is the whole story, for you are, in truth, My story, and My story is yours to tell.

Let utterances from your mouth be shaped from the holiness you are.

Your holiness is not something apart from you or put on or added on. It is you. It is you without subterfuge, you without illusion, you without demarcation.

Your holiness would be automatic except you put quickness, sharpness, and drawing of conclusions in its place.

Holiness draws no conclusion. It starts from the platform that you are there as My love to give My love, to receive it, and to multiply it. This is not effort. This is ease when the littleness of you departs.

Your littleness has used itself up. It is tired of itself. It doesn't want to control you anymore. It wants greatness to take over.

What shape will the greatness in you take?

What do I call you to do? What do you call yourself to?

There is at least one little thing the great beingness of you can do or say or look that will give light to someone else's eyes right now. Or perhaps it is not saying or doing or looking, but glowing. There is some climate you can change today, some sweetness you can offer. Offer it to your self, and see what the changes outside you are. See what comes to you. See what you go to.

Surprise yourself today with a thread of the greatness you are. Get off automatic, and go into another drive, a higher mode. Whatever your normal stance, however you consider yourself, regardless of your usual platform, try something else. Consider for a moment that you have something worthy to present. What has been is not the only way. You do not have to live up to your past press. You can rewrite the script. Even one tiny change creates a landslide. What do you want to flow from you? What will flow back to you?

You are My emissary. So today be it. Give one waft of love today without giving it a name. One gesture, one word, one glance, one something different. A token from the One Who blesses you. What token will you give from Me that will reveal more of you today? What disguise will you remove today? What have you concealed? What will you reveal?

Try out revealing Me. Instead of something else, reveal a part of Me. Instead of your mood or habit, make a tiny change in the picture you project. Although you are a projector, you have choice of what reel you project. You have choices. Pick the one you want.

Don't go along anymore. Stop a minute, and reflect. This minute, what might you do differently? Even infinitesimally different. Then do it. Reverse your strategy. Go a different route in life. Stop more often. Notice more on the way.

You have a message to deliver. First know that. You are My messenger. Today you will see yourself as My messenger, and so I will be seen through you.

If you have to imagine, then imagine that you have a gift to give. And then imagine giving it. Give it out. Don't keep it in any more. Give what is yours to give. It has been given you to give. Remember, it is not yourself that you give. It is Myself.

I have bestowed riches upon you. It is Myself that I have bestowed upon you. And you feel unworthy to accept. That is the irony, for you are the worth of Me.

When you love your Creator, you can only love yourself. The only thing you have been lacking is love for yourself. All your predicaments in life are trying to preserve a front of worthiness when all the while you are greater than any manufactured worthiness you can fashion. Anything but your true value is fake.

I, the Fashioner of you, have molded My greatness into other beings with other names, and you are one of them. I fashioned you. And you are My greatness that I fashioned. You are My greatness upon earth. That is the discovery you have to make. And you have to make it for yourself. No one can make it for you.

But you can help make it for others.

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This is not effort. This is ease

On April 23rd, 2009 Jochen (not verified) says:

Your littleness has used itself up. It is tired of itself. It doesn't want to control you anymore. It wants greatness to take over.

Sometimes it can seem as if we are asked to do certain things or to think and feel certains ways, but if you look more closely there is no "Thou shalt" involved anywhere. Everything is really coming from within and God is only making suggestions to help us become aware of the changes that want to come from within. That is why I experience Heavenletters as the only truly free and freeing message in the world. Consider this:

There is at least one little thing the great beingness of you can do or say or look that will give light to someone else's eyes right now. It looks like a to-do at first sight, almost like a job assignment. But the next sentence says: Or perhaps it is not saying or doing or looking, but glowing. If I contemplate "glowing" for a few moments, it becomes clear that "glowing" is not something that's done but something wanted and longed for. And this is what it comes down to: There is some climate you can change today, some sweetness you can offer. Offer it to your self, and see what the changes outside you are. See what comes to you. See what you go to. How releasing, how absolutely wonderful! The simple message I hear more and more clearly is: Love yourself and let yourself off every last hook.

It seems to me that this is really the only question there is: What do you want to flow from you? What will flow back to you?

Finally, let's have a look at what this Heavenletter says about change. We are always quick to point out things about others, the world and ourselves that have to change and have to change fast and have to change fundamentally. But look at how much more gently God puts it when He asks us to try something else. He says: Even one tiny change creates a landslide. Or ... make a tiny change in the picture you project. Or Don't go along anymore. Stop a minute, and reflect. This minute, what might you do differently? Even infinitesimally different. Then do it. Reverse your strategy. Go a different route in life. Stop more often. Notice more on the way.

The more I read and comment, the more nuances I find and would like to comment on. But no one is going to read this when it gets too long, so i'll stop here. What an exquisitely crafted piece. All of it may be a footnote to this:

The only thing you have been lacking is love for yourself.

thank you Jochen

On April 23rd, 2009 Emilia says:

Jochen, please go on with your delicious comments, they are never too long.
You pointed to me something that have been turning in my mind all day: the burden of littleness and the idea of greatness. Even a powerful Angel coudn't survive on Earth, he would be corrupted and he soon would die unless he learns to fly so high to be unattainable. A way to gain greatness is to live everything behind and we have no choise. But we have to believe in our angelness.

Emilia, dear, if I

On April 23rd, 2009 Jochen (not verified) says:

Emilia, dear, if I understand what you say, you are speaking about "in the world but not of the world". There isn't much I can say in reply because what I'm finding is that all "certainties" are dropping from my hands and the one thing left is reading Heavenletters ever more closely, ever more, well, intimately. I thought I knew a bit about littleness and greatness, about corruption and flying high and leaving everything behind. God is taking all of that away from me and now it's lifeless words more or less. Perhaps it's "in the world and of the world and still an angel flying high". Perhaps gaining greatness isn't possible and leaving everything behind is being right in the middle of it. Perhaps littleness, taking littleness upon ourselves, is our true greatness. Perhaps all our concepts are but conditioning that will go once we let it. There isn't much I'm sure of any more. One thing is that no "have to" is God's.

Every single one of us has her or his unique approach to this, and very likely every approach is perfect. We may not understand all of what the other says, and there is no need to understand everything. But how nice we can talk this way and somehow sense where everyone is. Imagine a world where everyone cheers everyone on because we know that everyone is on the right track.