Life as a Picture Book

God said:

Beloveds, I have heard you say to Me:

“God, when I look back on my life, it is, as You say, like something I read about or made up. The place where I was born and where I have traveled and even where I am now seem imagined and very far away in time and space, as if they were no more than thoughts. I have a sense of not having been anywhere ever, or knowing where I am now even as I sit in my chair. It’s as if there is nowhere to be. In one sense, this farawayness seems like progress while, at the same time, I feel lost at sea. Is it boundaries I cry for?”

Beloveds, most certainly you are missing the comfort of boundaries. You are, in a sense, dislocated. It’s like memories are all so far away in the distance that you are no longer attached to them. It’s like memories are thoughts you pluck out of nowhere and have nothing to do with the present-day so-called you.

You suppose this means you are not attached, yet it seems you are attached to the attachment. It is as if your memories are not really connected to you, and yet they are the memories you have, and when you think of your mother and father and brothers and sisters all gone, you are so sad. You know what you want is impossible on this level, and yet you still wish you could have everything back on Earth again as it used to be even for a few minutes.

Beloveds, your family was never real. Life was always something made up. You were reading a picture book, and you thought you yourself were in the book too and that the picture book was real life on Earth. Yes, you thought you were somewhere and that there were places like Tinsel Town and corn fields to be when there is no place at all.

You feel like you should be happy now, yet feeling unconnected is not happy for you. Now you begin to think that you have felt disconnected all your life from everyone and everything no matter how much the people and the events meant to you. You may have always been an outsider wandering in the wilderness even when the wilderness was your sense of aloneness. And now you tell yourself that you are going through a hard time.

Go through this if you must call it a hard time, and then walk on air and get over here to Me, even as there is no here and no there. Stand tall with Me. Align with Me. Rise to your natural state of Oneness until there is no I, no God out there at all, and not you either, simply Oneness, simply Light, simply All That There Is and Nothing at All as you have wound yourself up to be.

You have desire mixed with fear. You really do want to lose yourself, yet you fear being lost. You wonder how you can find yourself again, for now you find yourself so far away from yourself as you have known yourself to be.

I am going to count noses now of all present here with Me now. I count One.

Remember when you were very young and how your father would take away your nose and show it to you as the tip of his thumb glimpsed through his fingers? This was a delicious moment, and you would squeal, “Give me back my nose! Give me back my nose!” You knew your nose was intact at the same time as you felt incomplete and had to have your nose back, or you knew not what.

This childhood game is stilled played in life one way or another. All of that which is on Earth is a game. We can call it a game of Now you see Me, and now you don’t. Decide. Come, merge with Me.

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mind makes it real

quite like Morpheus told Neo "your mind makes it real"

making it is both infinite and present (past/future) time bound (is not real) only made as such

I m prepared for carpet strip-moving beneath feet and the same time I only wish new carpet. as if I would like to split myself into this encapsulated version of myself to still indulge in game in supstances in feeling separated with spectra of emotions and intellect but to also do align with ultimate truth ultimate condition, sort of on top of potential bigger and refined further then what I can even comprehend

situation is messy, not scary for me. It breeds boredom even perhaps for first time in my life I m able to fully enjoy from planting seed in fertile ground, nurture it with water and sun and offer fruits to my kid, family, other kids, neighbours etc.

also external world doesn't help at all, all the shadows of tyranny and undesirable actions and thoughts, even as I am aware these serve purpose pretty much like pushed me again to rediscover paths I have abandoned due to traumas, it still behaves like splinter in my eye, pretty much like these forces of "all seeing mechanical eye" see us as their splinter and obstacle, in contraction convulsion conflict with each other and ourselves.

equation is broken and sign equal means pretty much nothing now

I m aware that what mind finds as maze is amazing for the heart, however even though heart is calm mind is frightened, even though mind (ego) surrenders unconditionally it still receives no end game

all time speeding up and slowing made it seams suspended from any now moment which however lack fulfillment

good all earth story of what all is missing...

Dear Egtoxo, you express

Dear Egtoxo, you express yourself amazingly. Are you a writer by any chance?

ought

to be, but book writing novels even poems and dramas as such metamorphed into random conversations, chats, threads and some of cyber activity, was cought for long time into conflict and taking it all to personally, so any characters were burnout mode and no script could keep me, this realm is abundant in causes "worth" fighting for but same time weaponry wont work for just cause.. so plain awareness remained, not even losing comfort is dire obstacle, it just is, to be ackowledged and drama stops, next day gets better or don't. some of passion is lost into hitting boundaries and seeing trough the wall, so many to want and so many not to want to leave at same time witnessing too much greed/fear/power mongering unleashed

deception in which since long ago only faith in unexplained remained..
life is drug love is addictive.

Peek a Boo

I See You and I Love what I See...The Cords to You/Me/We's Eternal Divinity. Oh, So Delicious.

You understand me so well

This is exactly what I am going through. Funny how I this morning set the intention to lose myself in Myself and here You are talking about it. You really are with me all the time. You really do see me, better than I see myself.

I feel like I am in some kind of in-between state. I don't know who the "I" is that feels this way. I don't know if it is me. Perhaps it is not. When I look within and I look at the one I thought I was, I don't know if anything ever were real at all. It seems like none of it is. I have asked for You to remove everything that is false, and now the false is seemingly screaming that I will lose all my good qualities and beautiful uniqueness too. I have an inkling that this is false.

Thank You for removing all of these false ideas. Thank You for showing me my Real Self. Thank You for removing all the imaginary barriers and borders of ego. Thank You for revealing Truth. I love You.