Daisy, dear, if you apologize for yourself, you are going to have to start apologizing for God, Yeshua, and quite a few angels also, because I see quite little difference between them all. What do you apologize for, having feelings, as you wrote? Does God not have feelings also? Does God never feel grieved that things happen amongst us humans that are less than beaututful? Do you think God never has opinions, or that He/She can not make up His mind? You are entitled to your opinions for as long as God has opinions, and since I believe He/She has the mental capacities, even more than we do, to have opinions, opinions are eternal, and feelings are eternal. The only difference is that God's opinions are formed from a higher viewpoint than ours, and that the feelings which God contains are based on a Love which never ends.

If I am incapable of understanding that we all have some low times during the day, and that we perhaps will voice things that we wish we perhaps did not, I have learned nothing. I should return to my mother's womb. As Paul once wrote, "love never fails...", which is to say the higher feelings will never depart.

We should rather hold and lift you up since there was something that was bothering you, and perhaps is still bothering you, that you wrote of. "When one member suffers, all the members suffer."

I commit myself to the will of God when I do this or that, it can not be based on feelings of hurt. And these feelings, of hurt, are not eternal, and are extinguished, vanquished in the power of our God, as there is nothing which can oppose His will (His opinion about the way things should be) forever.

And you are not opposed to His/Her will, and never will be. Love conquers all, Daisy, and has conquered my heart for you. Love, markw

Daisy, I don't know if you saw my Aug 3 comment to Gloria on my "Calling All Poets..." It will explain my lack of recent poems. Love, markw