Hello Friends,

God said claim My Love
You have every right to it
Nothing can change this

Love, Light, and Aloha!

What does my honesty say?

I have listened too much to the world. I have lied to myself by denying my Truth. That's very harsh. Saying it like that. Yes I've been pretending, but I have also seen more and more. I am more aware of Truth than I have ever been. I am steadily expanding within me. I am doing well. Things are going well in many ways. I choose to see with Love. I am Love. God says I am Love. I know I am Love. Do I actually doubt that I am Love? Really? I doubt that I doubt it for real. I feel like I pretend that I am otherwise to fit in, in the world. The world meaning my experience of it. The world is greater than the world in my mind. There is more to the world than what I see. There is more to me than what I see. I think I am beginning to find more peace within me. I don't think, I sense and experience more peace within me. I do not fully take care of my body. I would like to enjoy my body more. I would like to experience and appreciate it to the fullest. I have this idea that I am not supposed to. That it is bad to be in a body. It is not my idea. I did not come up with it. I have been perpetuating it with my thinking, though. It is my responsibility to let go of falsehood and choose Truth. Truth is Love. I am willing to see that Truth is Love. I feel tension in my throat. I would like to ease it up and find out what my truth really is. What is true for me? God is definitely true for me. I do experience God. I am glad for that. I allow myself to be glad for that. I experience GOD! Thank You God! I allow myself to feel gratitude for God. Thank You God! Sometimes when I try to choose gratitude, I feel like I am pretending. I don't have to try, I can just allow myself to feel grateful. Life itself is cause for gratitude! I CAN be grateful for life itself! I am grateful for LIFE! I allow myself to really, really feel gratitude for LIFE! Thank You For LIFE God! Thank You God. I want to allow gratitude completely. I want to feel naturally grateful and happy. I allow myself to want that. I can let go of what others think and feel, it is none of my business. What others think and feel is their responsibility. Just as what I think and feel is mine. I am responsible for the thoughts I entertain. I want that responsibility too. It is not a burden. It is a joy! I can choose what I think! Rupert Spira would say there is no chooser. I experience that I have a choice between Joy & fear. I will go by my experience. Perhaps there is more to it than what Rupert says. Perhaps Advaita Vedanta is not enough to explain The Greatness of Life! No philosophy is. I don't shun it. I think it's good. It brings people closer to God. I just feel like there is more to it. I feel like there is more to it than what anyone has every told me, or I've heard on YouTube/books. I feel like there is depths humans are not conscious of as of yet. Including me, of course. I am open to explore the depths, God. To explore with You only. Take me deeper. Truly deep. Take me so deep that I forget everything I've been told, and where I only sense, feel and know You, my Love. Sometimes when I call you my Love, I feel like an impostor. Who am I to call You my Love? This feels like contraction. I am willing to see this differently. Higher. You are my Love! And I am Your Love! It is The Truth and I am completely willing to see it. Thank You God! Writing really does help release the resistance. Writing is so healing. By healing I mean that it realigns my perception with Truth. Now a thought says that I can only do this when I am high. Is this thought true? No it's not true, and I don't believe it, because I am One with God. All I need is to sit down, write honestly and really feel what I write. And then help myself. I want to let go of second-guessing myself. I want to trust myself and feel at home with myself. I want to relax into the Presence and allow it to awaken the cells in the body to their natural state, at home with God. That is possible. And I want The Presence of God to awaken the body, mind and heart to The Truth of Love. The words are not so important. What is important is the intention and the desire behind the words that God already knows. I am becoming aware of desires that already exist within me through writing. Dear God, help me really be at home with myself. I've heard so many assumptions from people about how You are, and what should or should not be in a relationship with God. I want to let all of that go, and instead I want to allow You to show me our truest form of relationship. I do not feel like it's my concept of You that is changing and becoming more friendly, warm and loving, it is that I am actually becoming aware of Your Nature. I feel that Heaven Letters are from You, God. My heart says yes. My mind says no at times, sometimes a lot of the time. But my heart says yes, and I can sense The Truth in what You say. I am willing to accept The Truth of me. To finally rest in The Truth of me. I no longer want to turn to human beings to tell me about You. I no longer want to ask others for advice when it comes to You, our relationship and Life. I want to ask You and allow You to completely guide me. Guide me inwardly. Help me to truly know You as my Self. Help to really see, feel and know that I am You, my True Self. You are I and I surrender to this Truth.