Addendum, Apology to the Plan of the Ages, plus dessert
Please read after reading "the Plan..."
which comes next, after the next.
This is a bit theological, mostly just in the beginning, just a heads-up.
But the dessert is served at the end. Yum.
I wondered
within me, inside the energies of my spirit-mind,
did I write of the truth,
that eternity ago, that day ago,
not just perfectly, but perfectly perfect,
without giving rise to misunderstandings, questions, doubts, errors?
And a defensiveness arose within, clamoring,
wanting to prove...
But then I heard, "God does not judge..."
I wrote of a doom.
Doesn't God delegate all these dooms to other agencies,
the aggrieved parties?
And then only to the extent they, the aggrieved who for
reasons unknown, pass along their former hurts,
even though their healing will have been completed long, long ago,
at the appointed time.
In the Word of words,
Jesus reached out even
to the demons under the wing of Their Oppressor,
when at that one time He cast away
their oppessive energies,
and they asked
"do not cast us out to go into realms of dryness,
but let us go into more accomodating places..." *
And The Gifted One allowed it to be,
showing that even they, the oppressive energies,
could ask for more grace,
if they would receive, if they would fathom.
And so we remember, all grace is possible,
even to the hypocrite, the judgers of others,
those whose religous weights
are too heavy to bear,
(lift their weight in your prayer)
who point out others errors
with a bit too much of a parade.
All grace is possible,
to those who would energize
their blessings to bestow upon a world in need.
And so, in your sight, in your reading
I remove all hinderances and barriers
to the throne of God.
Ascend, knowing that He wishes the embrace
more than even you. Meet me along the way.
Let us spin the dance of ecstacy.
Let us become crazy,
in the land where crazy is okay, even good.
Where it's all good, where every mental imbalance
is balanced, as upon a tightrope, and all see
the talent of the entertainer, who was formerly
imbalanced, but now is the star of the show.
All is clear, can't you see,
all weight is lifted.
Go to your Embracer, He who created you
just for Himself, in Herself, in gleeful Childhood.
For the Father, the Son, and the Holiest of Ghosts,
and the Daughter of Creation
would die a million deaths for you.
Ascend into the place of limitlessness,
the place of ice-cream mountains,
and chocolate chairs, fit just for you.
Ascend into the royalty of an everlasting kingdom,
for the kingdom of God is within you,
all about you, whirling, crowning you with splendor.
Take the crown, it is given to all freely,
no regrets, no returns, no wanting the money back.
Purchased with Love, the currency which inflates
larger, largerer, largererer as we pass it along, a balloon which
cannot pop.
May the kingdom be within you, like an automatic firecracker,
which cannot be hindered, nor ended,
nor conquered, nor delayed.
May you be the kingdom come,
may you be "thy will be done..."
in heaven, and on earth.
May you be the height, the breadth
the encompassing of all that heaven can be.
When people say they want to go to heaven,
let them also say they want to see you,
one and the same, indivisable, under God,
let them say, in God we trust, and in at1ment, and Berit,
and Gloria, and markw, and Maria, and all others (sorry,
can't name them all, God can)
where none are left out in the kingdom of God.
None are chosen last, to be on the losing team,
Because there is no last nor losing, nor
competition.
All are in first place, Gold Olympic Medal Winners.
Come join the race, the pace
is just right, set only at the speed you can master, no faster.
Will this writing never end, no, no,
can heaven ever end? And the writing
will continue within you, as
you write your Holy Words,
your Holy Truths, your Bibles, your Christs
within you. Amen and be the Amen.
* (For those of a more inquiring nature, quotes are adapted from Matt. 8:29-31.)
(Sorry for the writing within "The Plan" if it caused any anguished
inconsistencies within the mind, on a website where grace is more loudly proclaimed, where
'doom' is reversed, into perhaps I could say 'mood'...and the mood is good, and good forever and ever,
Amen within the Amen.)


Beloveds, Since I've opened
Beloveds,
Since I've opened this can of worms, and it has perhaps to my mind causes a disturbance, I think I should address what I wrote in "The Plan of the Ages".
First of all, I need to say that writings on sites like these saved me from many misunderstandings concerning spiritual realities. I was headed down the road of quasi-fundamentalism, and I need to say, I'm not sure "fun" is exactly the most accurate word which is hidden in that larger word. (Also witings concerning life after death experiences were necessary to give a jolt to me.)
Look at it this way. Some of you are going to meet a few fundies along the way, and some of them might hop on this site.
And they will see me write here, concerning "hell" (don't really like to use that word, at least on this website) that I think perhaps the fallen one of whom I wrote in "The Plan" created this place.
Now, see, most that believe in the existence of such a place blame God for its existence, if they believe that it is a place outside of the mind. Now a fundie would reply that "God made hell for the devil an his angels". This is a direct quote from the Bible and if you want to reason with them you have to reason with them on their level. Believe me, not much else has a better chance of working sometimes. And I might reply for you in the debate, fine, God takes responsibilty for everthing that goes on in His/Her creation, He/She doesn't pass the buck. And any open minded fundie (I don't intend to use that word as a put-down please understand) might have to admit the possibility of this truth.
Now see that if you can debate things from their point of view you have half a chance of influencing them. If you were to use this same argument with them, you wouldn't actually have to believe in the existence of any hell. You would just be debating on their level.
Now what if I say that I reason that perhaps Lucy-fur (Hey, maybe God's got a nickname for him because, you know He actually misses him(!) and wishes He were back in a better fold) will actually opt to enter the punishments of this place to prove a point that he is stronger than God, and therefore has the right to run all of creation. See in the disturbed mind of Lucy-fur that he blames God for having to enter the contest of hell even though he himself created it, and he opts to undergo the challenge out of a lack of any other options which enhance his ego. He blames God for everything. You don't have to believe that, but just understand where I am coming from. We are on this laundromat on earth, and I'm throwing some ideas (shirts) into the wash, and you can throw in something else, and I'm fine with throwing in the towel. But hopefully our ideas all come out a little cleaner and Gloria can throw in some (natural) laundry detergent, right? These are just ideas, if I'm wrong, it's no big deal to me.
See, if a fundie reads that it might be a little funner for him. I'm not saying you should believe in any of this. You've got your ways of believing and they work for you. I am fine with that. But see that I am giving you the power to debate, I hope, with a fundie on their own level. And nothing I am writing can be contradicted by scriptures, see? This is what can hook some fundies away from certain beliefs that are not too empowering. Loves, markw