You Do Not Exist

God said:

Here it is, beloveds. Here it is. You do not exist. This individual you have known all your life does not exist. You can pinch yourself. You can look in the mirror and see yourself. Others can see you, talk to you. They believe you are real or real enough. And yet you are fiction. When the body dies, there is an end to fiction. The personality you have known yourself to be and associated with your body no longer exists. You never did exist. It was all a romp. YOU really exist. The deeper you really exists, yet the person you have flaunted yourself around as never was. It was a game you and the world played. A very High Being was disguised as an individual for a while. You were not who you thought you were. You are not who you think you are.

The you that you have known yourself to be is not what I created. Did I create your quirks and your holding on to this and that? I created you as I AM – Spirit. I didn’t create all the nonsense. I keep you in My heart, nonsense and all. I may even adore your nonsense, even when you don’t, yet I created greater.

So, today, I am telling you that you don’t exist. What did I ever mean but that when I said the world is fiction? Certainly, fiction can have truth in it. You certainly have Truth within you, and yet you are not this individuality that you have come to know yourself as. You have blown yourself up. The you that you have paraded yourself around as is but a shadow of yourself. You have gone on a detour. We can even say that you have gone on a detour from your Father’s Business. Caught into your imagined individuality, you have danced around on the surface of life. You have been mindful of fiction. You have blown yourself up as a fictional character. You have had your good moments as the star of a novel you flip the pages of.

And yet this novel is not your real story. You are quite another story altogether.

Do not mourn for the loss of your individuality. It was nice knowing you, and yet there is much more to you than this fanciful individuality that you pledged yourself to. You played the part to the hilt. You were on stage the whole time, and, yet, your real role was going on backstage. Will the real you stand up?

The real you is not involved in the drama. The drama is all play-acting. Behind the curtains, there is a different scenario going on. It is much more serene, calm. It is even. It is Wholeness. It is Infinite and Eternal. All the beautiful stories do not light a candle to the Infinite Eternal you.

Consider your individuality as a friend who keeps showing up. Your friend isn’t your perfect ideal, and yet he or she is your friend, and you have some fun together. You have even some great moments together. You have some tears too. Tears are just a front, too, you understand. As it is, your persona needed a place to stay, and so you took her in.

You don’t have to wait until you die for the lease on your personality to be up. You can get right down to your True Self at any moment. You can shed the accumulation of a lifetime. You can take off the decorations. All that you thought enhanced your career of life was a cover-up. And now you can bare yourself to yourself and say Adieu to all the trappings. You can say, “Hello, Who I really am. Hi, there.” But who can say when your personality has packed its bags?

You are far grander than you ever dreamed. Be happy. You do not exist.

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I'm very curious

You are far grander than you ever dreamed. Be happy. You do not exist.

Well, I'm very curious to read all the comments on this one.
For me, if I do not exist at all, I see no more job, no more tax paying, ok no problem with that, but then again also the Italian pizza's will be gone and "Sauerkraut mit bratwursten", and aardappelen and taco's.
No more eating? No more of anything? For how could it all exist if I do not exist?

Come on, God, are You pulling my leg here?

It was all a romp.

Basically, I am happy that I do not exist. Only right now, the sun is shining through the foliage of the old pear tree and the dazzling beauty of those dancinge lights makes me wonder whether I realy want that to be just fiction or even nonsense. Whose fiction?

The you that you have known yourself to be is not what I created. Then who created it? I? What very High Being in his right all-knowingness would create quirks and nonsense? Who wanted, who needed, who started this romp?

As it is, your persona needed a place to stay, and so you took her in. Ah, how explanations, even God's explanations, make everything so complicated, so impossible to understand. As if personalities were floating in emptiness and you, a very High Being, somehow "catch" one like the flu. But okay, questions will not solve the problem. Answers will not. The only important point is that now you can bare yourself to yourself and say Adieu to all the trappings. Although I certainly hope there will be more on this, I suspect it can only be "done" just like that.

am sing to you my enternal love

dear God heavenley father,
your letter it's like a bread for me, every day eben am not comment
of your words somtimes,, it always mein for os your words,,
we are your chaildren you give os a breath, of this world to be exist,
os chaildren to you and glory you and love you, but all desire i't's to you,
who be en exist to you in your heart, eben am not exist in to your heart,
but you are exist to me in my heart and mind,
am hear you in my ears you sing for me,,
you put the color in my lips smel like a flowers
am sing to you of my enternal love to you,

"Adieu..."

Putting together the two comments above I now see it was Anco who started this romp. He wanted to taste an italian pizza ( a true one), to smell it and so He imagined the mind as a tool, from identification with mind's thoughts and perceptions a persona was born. Fiction as well as dreams can seem very real, we are God's dream and We are now dreaming to say "adieu to all trappings".

But then love is what

But then love is what started it. Even the humble little love for truuuue Italian pizza is love, isn't it? And then along came Dutch pizza which may be nice but can't be the real thing – and love felt a little dismayed. That little dismay was the birth of the person, and the romp was started. The purpose for starting the romp was learning to love fake pizza as if it were truuue pizza. Now the pizza circuit is about to close, disappointable love transmuting back into unconditional love, the purpose of creation accomplished. How do you like my little cosmogony?

you or You

Dear Emilia and Jochen,

:) :) :)

With Love,
from me and Me to you and You

fake and true

Very tasty cosmogony. Fake has always been distasteful.

With love to you too, Anco and Jochen.

Jochen, I like this

Jochen, I like this cosmology. Perhaps McDonald's would make some good fakery with it.

I KNOW THAT I AM

I AM not this nor that but I AM

~me~

Your nine simple words say

Your nine simple words say so much! Thank you, beloved Sineh.

THE YOU IN THE WORLD DOES NOT EXIST

DEAREST MAESTRO, YOU HAVE HINTED OFTEN AT THIS. IN A HEAVENLETTER RECENTLY YOU SAID, "YOUR APPEARANCE
IN THE WORLD IS PURE FICTION" SO WE DID TAKE THE HINT, TO A CERTAIN EXTENT.

IT'S NOT SO EASY TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SAY TO THE IMAGE "YOU DO NOT EXIST" I DO HAVE TO LAUGH
THINKING NOW OF THE CLOTHES I PURCHASE FOR THIS NON-EXISTENT ENTITY TO WEAR.. HILARIOUS !! I MEAN IT IS
A MARVELOUS JOKE THIS BEING I THOUGHT I WAS. NOW ONCE AGAIN, YOU'RE HERE TO SAY, "you DON'T EXIST..

JESHUA DOES SAY TO US NOWADAYS, "BELOVED AND HOLY AND ONLY CHILD OF OUR HEAVENLY FATHER"". SO WE'RE
SOMEHOW GETTING THE IDEA THAT WE ARE ALL THAT ONE ONLY-BEGOTTEN ONE SON. OF COURSE, SOME OF US FEMALE TYPES THINK, "SO DAUGHTERS ARE MEANINGLESS, EH?" THAT BOGGLED US QUITE A LOT.

SO WE HAVE MISTAKENLY TAKEN OURSELVES FAR TOO SERIOUSLY. IF WE HAVE A DIVINE NATURE BECAUSE OF YOUR
AWESOME HOLINESS THAT CAN ONLY CREATE THAT WHICH IS DIVINE, THEN WE DO STOP WHAT WE'RE THINKING
AND DOING AND WE BECOME VERY STILL. I WILL HAVE TO ADMIT WE LOVE HEARING YOU SAY YOU EVEN LOVE OUR
NONSENSE WITH ALL YOUR HEART. YOU HAVE THE DEEPEST COMPASSION FOR OUR MISTAKEN IDENTITY AND
THAT'S A GREAT GREAT COMFORT AND CONSOLATION FOR WHICH WE ARE SO VERY THANKFUL, TODAY. THAT'S ALL
I KNOW TO SAY !!!

truth well told

I am constantly amazed at how Gloria can synthesize non-dual teachings without all the fanfare and carefully plotted stale "oneness" language we've heard a thousand times before.

These last 2 messages have been very simple and profound.

*"The real you is not involved in the drama. The drama is all play-acting. Behind the curtains, there is a different scenario going on. It is much more serene, calm. It is even. It is Wholeness. It is Infinite and Eternal. All the beautiful stories do not light a candle to the Infinite Eternal you.

And my personal favorite from last week:

*"You never were a minnow in a small pond. You have always been a Great Being of Light in a Vast Universe. Don’t let the Vastness scare you. Really, it’s only you and I. We’re the only ones here"

Pure truth... simply and beautifully presented.

GL

Beloved Gary, Gloria does

Beloved Gary, Gloria does not synthesize! All I do is type, dear one. It does my heart good to hear your regard for Heavenletters. God bless you.

I see two kinds of

I see two kinds of individuality. One a divine and natural individuality that emerges from within and the other unnatural, a personality that is is formed by the world and experience.

If we watched a litter of wolf cubs play, we'd notice that beyond the physical differences, the cubs would have notable individual qualities. If one cub was taken to a cruel master who treated it badly and kept it locked up and another was taken to a kind home where it was trained and tamed, both cubs would form a kind of unnatural personality that was impressed upon the mind of the creature.

There is a difference between the infinite expressions of the One -and the illusion of separation and division formed by personality. Personality does not provide a return path to wholeness. It takes possession, latches on and is freaked out by loneliness. A unique expression of the One can always return to the state of where nothing else exists but I.

Even a lousy pizza is enjoyable when the personality is under control.

do you exist?

It is my understanding that your higher self, the infinite you, is still an individual. Yes we were all one but this was before the Big Bang. After the Big Bang our souls became individuals and when you die your soul is still you and you do not lose your consciousness or go back to being some nebulous mix. (What connects us all in Oneness is the Divine Plan we are all a part of that's unfolding and you access this divine plan through your individual higher self.) When you die you become slowly aware that your identity is much vaster---you've been around forever and have led all these different, interesting lives, you've got an infinity of all sorts of experiences.

The truth is, you DO exist but it is inside some game being played that's been planned/made up by your higher self (in cooperation with other higher selves). Just because it's a game your higher self planned does not mean the personality part of you does not exist. Let's get this clear: This right now on this planet *is* existence, is is real experience wanted by your higher self. And as soon as you die your higher self wants to come right back down because this is real existence and particularly right now, we are evolving in a way that is changing how humanity has operated for eons and your higher self wants to experience this exciting time.

What we need to do now is to integrate our (individual) higher self into the personality self, not to obliterate the personality self. It's about Integration, not about losing your identity. (And by the way, spirit DID create the nonsense so that it could experience and learn through experience.)

Christine Hoeflich

so far

Thank you/You all so far for the comments, very valuable!

Have a great week with you and You!

Thank you

Thank you God for telling me and thank you for giving me a glimps years ago when you let me do the impossible. Since my young days I mellowed considerably since you told me to give Love a try out. I have had a beautiful non existance and know that greater things are comming when I finished here. Thank you my dear GOD for giving me such a beatiful live and in my twilight years I am still enjoying everything you send me Thank YOU THANK Y O U Love to All Jack

Should we swallow this stuff about no self?

Yes we should swallow it, digest it, metabolize it, grow it and know it. This is the deepest Heaven Letter I have ever read. Perhaps I can help my friends who read this see this.

As Spirit we are not human and have never been human except in a dream like state that we call living.

Anything you can sense with your body senses is finite and thus not God. God is infinite, incorporeal, non existent.

The Holy Spirit, is everywhere, in all things, invisible incorporeal.

Man is made in the IMAGE of God who is incorporeal, infinite, invisible. If we believe that we are made in his IMAGE we too must be of that essence. Our real self has to be invisible, infinite, incorporeal, omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent. Life in its dream/death state and physical death must bring us back to Father’s house which is infinity tailored for our new essence that we were always wrapped in. I apologize for going on so.

George

Beloved George, what you

Beloved George, what you wrote was beautiful. It was not too long. Please forgive me, dear friend, for my taking out religious references. We don't want to invite religious discussions. Heavenletters are not a religion. We have people from every religion that I know of, and we want everyone to be comfortable to be here. Tell me you understand. Love, Gloria

Gloria, Dearest:

Months ago I invited you to edit any and all of anything I write. I do understand and appreciate you careful tending of the Flock God has given you. My only need is a comment from you. Love

George

George Angel Sweetheart, I

George Angel Sweetheart,

I love very word you shared. indeed I love your heart and your very essence, it is a warm and soft feeling of love embracing and pervading and inundating my being and all of creation, boundless and beautiful.

Loving you always
Berit

Berit I just flew to you

Your words put wings on my old frame that found its way to hug you for the healing love you sing to me.

George

Non-existence is also a view of the Great Consciousness

Scientific reductionism will claim that reality consists exclusively of what is called "observable matter": space, time, particles and physical forces. Hence so-called consciousness, including feelings, sensations, inspiration, even love, is nothing but a manifestation of the working physiology of neurones and synapses. Aren't there mood-altering or mind-altering drugs to demonstrate us that consciousness is no more than the result of a chemical process generating illusion?

God seems to agree, in a certain way, with that reductionist point of view on the physical existence. "When the body dies, there is an end to fiction". Perhaps we could call this consciousness that appears like an epiphenomenon of biochemical, neuronal and physiological processes, the Personality Consciousness. We could say, in a certain way, that a car has a certain physiological consciousness because what constitutes the dynamic of a car can be reduced to mechanics and physics (cylinders, gears, gasoline, etc.). The consciousness of the driver as little to do with the car's behavior (except keeping it on the road properly).

But personality consciousness is only a level of Consciousness. And it is probably the LOWEST level of human consciousness, the physiological level, the one that loves authentic italian pizzas, ocean, but that hates pain, frustration. It is the physiology of the 5 senses, the physiology of aggressiveness, fear, escape, sense of protection, etc. That is where the "separated consciousness" or the "consciousness of separation" originates from. Body cannot melt into each others to become one again. It usually ends up in creating a new physical and separated being.

But God does certainly not accept that all consciousness is reduced to that physiological level. A body might be assimilated to a car. But this is beside the point.

The point is that the body is a tool, a creation to explore a scenario. Before a tool was a tool, it was an idea. So is the world. Man invented the scaphander to explore the underwater world. But the underwater world is also an invented scenario. We live in a second degree illusion: the illusion of our body as an exploring tool and the illusion of the world as the explored tool. That is why God says: "You and the world are like two steps of progress. In terms of the relative world, you can't have one without the other". (http://www.heavenletters.org/a-great-being-of-light-in-a-vast-universe.h...).

But God has another reductionist view of Consciousness. Instead of starting from ground zero of physical existence and physical consciousness of existing, He starts from the "Human Being of Light" point of view. Remember that the two last words of "Human Being of Light" were dropped off for some reason…

So there must be a level of Consciousness, above the personality consciousness, which could well be the Individuality Consciousness where Individuality consists, using a musical metaphor, of partitioning a Unit chord (a C chord) into the proportion of 2/3 generating the note G which vibrates 3/2 times faster than the chord C. If you build a succession of fifth notes, you create the entire musical scale. An analogous process can be applied to light. In that realm, conscious individuality must correspond, like the differenciation of the One in Unity, to the "Human Being of Light".

That is why God says ironically that you don't exist...in front of the curtain as a spectator nor on the scene as an actor. The real You is not involved neither in the viewer nor in the viewed. You really exist behind the curtain and the scene where a different scenario is going on. And «you don't have to wait until you die for the lease on your personality to be up

Fantastic, Normand! It's

Fantastic, Normand!

It's utterly amazing what mental passacaglias can be built upon things that don't exist. Even more amazing: They can only be built upon things that don't exist. Trying to say something about what does exist, I will speak very little or my mouth may drop open and that's that.

We travel in imagination alone
http://www.heavenletters.org/the-ocean-that-knows-no-shores.html

I find it more and more consoling that nothing of what makes "my world" and "my experience" exists the way I thought it did. Just images as in a dream! Wow. Imagine imagining a cosmos so precisely that it even has universal constants and forms of so-called matter and other so-called phenomena that can be inferred before they are seen. We used to think that this precise mind is the Creator's mind and we are only discovering the wonders He wrought. Today it starts looking a little silly that God should bother with the properties of antimatter or dark matter. Only we do. Imagination through and through. Nice for a time.

Excellent comment, Jochen. I

Excellent comment, Jochen. I think I'll create a new 25-D video game or a kind of intergalactic flight simulator for a time machine. With super-meta high definition, of course!

"Today it starts looking a

"Today it starts looking a little silly that God should bother with the properties of antimatter or dark matter". That is a very interesting and inspiring statement, Jochen. After all, "laws" of our physical universe are only a perception of a certain pattern of coherence applicable to our dimension. In other dimensions or universes, laws might be very different from what they are in our universe. Perception of laws in the universe is a mental device that allows mankind to reproduce nature rather than to create new one.

But creation has no laws. Why would God need "laws" or structural principles to create different worlds, universes, dimensions? He has to be above His laws. The art creates itself in the artist's hands.

Yes. Or laws are really

Yes. Or laws are really habits as one author suggests.

"The art creates itself in the artist's hands" is extremely well put; at least I remember Heavenletters that explain "creation" along these lines.

This morning I woke up

This morning I woke up thinking about creation and being. I was wondering about how to put into words the point of existence or the reason for being. How to describe what exists beyond the realm of the mind and even the intellect?

That which exists beyond the mind, communicates through pure creative expression. It is a "statement" of being which is unmistakable. When we see that kind of creative expression in the world, the mind goes silent. A tangible joy arises as we recognize something that cannot be explained.

When we see wolf pups play or when a healthy child looks into our eyes, we see it. Its like the child says through it's eyes with supreme confidence, "I am THAT". The wolf cub in it's play says, "I am THAT".

Dear Santhan, this is

Dear Santhan,
this is beautifully true. God is constantly trying (in fact He's always succeeding) to teach us how to communicate through pure creative expressions, beyond and without words. Up to date He "wrote" 3588 letters through our beloved Gloria. I wonder sometimes if we are missing the point or if it is simply a "natural process", inherent to our human personality condition, to reconquer every moment of our life this Mount Everest of Silence.

Why am I posting comments on Silence? I don't know, and yet, paradoxically, God pushes me to speak it out.

Your comment just resurrected in my mind the souvenir of this fable by Aesop:

The Hen and the Golden Eggs

"A COTTAGER and his wife had a Hen that laid a golden egg every day. They supposed that the Hen must contain a great lump of gold in its inside, and in order to get the gold they killed it. Having done so, they found to their surprise that the Hen differed in no respect from their other hens. The foolish pair, thus hoping to become rich all at once, deprived themselves of the gain of which they were assured day by day."

I guess God doesn't mind about paradoxes. even if we do.

That's a very funny

That's a very funny fable!

Trying too hard to figure something out that can never be figured out is a paradox that the ego thrives on.

As long as I don't exist, I might as well enjoy it. While I'm enjoying not existing, I'm going to invite peace and calm into my non-existent life. I'm ordering more fun, love, creativity, exploration and music into my non-existent life. And I'm ordering twice of that into everybody else's non-existent lives. I don't want to be the only one enjoying myself. That would be no fun.

The deeper you really

The deeper you really exists, yet the person you have flaunted yourself around as never was.
..
A very High Being was disguised as an individual for a while.
....
Behind the curtains, there is a different scenario going on. It is much more serene, calm. It is even. It is Wholeness. It is Infinite and Eternal.
...
You can get right down to your True Self at any moment.
...
You are far grander than you ever dreamed.

Silence is the only acknowledgement that I can offer to Truth.

Berit you teach us who you are

Such deep beautiful thoughts!

George

"You do not exist"

God said:

"Here it is, beloveds. Here it is. You do not exist. This individual you have known all your life does not exist...."

Oh my....to deeply feel and embrace the Truth of these words......there are really and finally no words left....thank God...Oh my......!

And then

I had nothing to say and then I said I have nothing to say. I love "You" Brother.

Sweet....

Sweet!

"You do not exist

Such sweet words indeed.....loaded with LOVE

The lease is up

What will it take for me to fully realize that the person doesn't exist and be done with it once and for all?

I realize that there is a "me" here that wants to realize that "me" doesn't exist. I realize that the one writing this is very observable. It is so tangible. It seems like the person wants to be done with itself.

How can something that doesn't exist stop seeming to exist? And who would remove it? I see that this is a tangled web.

The person prays "please God remove the sense of person"

Ego screams "I want to be done with ego!"

The witness is just witnessing.

The witness is not concerned with ego.

The witness is witnessing these words being written also.

The witness does not claim "I am the witness" - because the claim itself is witnessed.

All thoughts are witnessed. All forms, no matter how subtle, are witnessed.

What else can "I" say?

I do not exist

God, can You reveal the depths of this Truth? I open myself up to The Truth of the person being a fiction, and completely surrender any and all ideas I have to the contrary. I open myself to You, the Truth of my Being. I allow all resistances to seize, once and for all. All illusions have an end, my Truth does not. Let the illusions come to an imaginary end, and be seen to never have existed. I am completely open for this to happen as quickly as possible. I release my hold. Take over. Thank You God.