Yesterday,I was desperate.

My throat was burning inside, my bladder felt swollen, my walking was feeble, my mood was grumpy...I was almost at the end of my tether. There is a reason I'm telling you this. I'm not recounting my lament. I had no one to speak to, no one to understand me. What could I possibly tell them ? "Don't worry about my health. I'm not ill. I just made thoughts that resisted my natural well-being.My chakras will be in harmony and aligned soon". They would lock me up after that jabber!

So, I went to a quiet place where no one -except from non-3D beings- could hear me. I lit a white candle ( I don't like rituals. This was the first time I did such a thing), I took a chair and started to talk to God,ascended masters,AA Michael and my guides like a friend. "Listen, guys. I know you want me to talk to you like equals.I love you. I have this, this and that. I don't want to hurt myself anymore with judgement,guilt and anger for my faults. I know you won't judge me for my past. I waited too long. I limited myself too much. Everytime I stress myself, my body is screaming like now. I keep reading and reading spiritual books and I just can't find an easy way to Mastery. I know I have to love myself and act like God to me and to all but I don't walk the talk!!! Please, do something. I'm asking you this in full awareness"

"To cut a long story short, Ascended Masters, I want to be like you. I 'm aware of the power of this intention and you know I mean business. Show me the way to Mastery. "

Then, like now, there were tears and much inadvertent self-condemnation and swallow feeling "It's ok. Everything is gonna be ok. I'm a physical extension of God energy". I blew off the candle and went back home. I kept striving to feel happy, to remember I'm source energy but there was not much improvement. My mind kept working. So, I went to the park.

After my walk to the park, I was just a little "lighter". Then, I logged into Heavenletters and read on the spiritual forums Mike's new post. It was a message of Jesus. I read it. It felt good. Then, out of curiosity, I clicked on the address of the website from where Mike took this excerpt.

Without realizing that I was stepping on the way Jesus was showing to me through my intuition,I read a message from Jesus under the heading "The way to Mastery". It didn't dawn on me when I read it. Now I realize the miracle.

This message - I'll post it as soon as I finish this post- was the most clear and direct communion I've ever had with God. Finally, I got the answer I've been seeking for years.... Jesus showed me the way to be a Master and His examples and words were so clear... He gets to the meat from square one to the end. I want to thank Jesus from this place, too, for answering my prayers, for opening my mind, for giving me simple answers and for trusting me with so powerful knowledge.

God, does that mean that I've finally passed the test? It was about time. From now on every minute of this life is a test. Maria, who are you? Are you Maria, Fanny's and Lefteri's daughter, sister of Kostas, Victoria's grand-child, resident of Athens? Your hair is black, you had an accident last June,your car is yellow, you like chocolate ice-cream, you love playing,reading and listening to music, you are a Cancer, you love kids etc?

Or are you just an expression of God in this 3-D reality, your essence is eternal and infinite, you live in all God's mansions, you are not Maria in other dimensions, but something totally different, certainly not a human? You are not just this body. You are Christ into this body and everyone you meet is Spirit in a body, too. There is only one Mind, so whatever I think, you know it! Is there space between us? Can I send a blessing to Mike for if it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't stand in this place right now? Does it matter he is miles away? Thank you, Mike! I'm sending you light.

So, this what the Pleiadians keep talking about! I was sick of hearing them speak about multi-dimensionality. What is multi-dimensionsality? Now, I understand. These alien guys are me. I'm a rock. I'm a wind in Liberia. I'm a sea-turtle. I'm an old man. I'm a prostitute. I'm commander of a space-ship. And I'm not prisoned in this life that Maria has created to learn from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!