From the Depths of God's Heart
There is no oblivion. There is no death. And yet there are those who would go through the fiction of taking their own life, ending in the middle of a chapter and leaving the book unfinished. This causes great havoc for those who are left. The loved ones left behind begin to sample the pain left to them.
No matter how unhappy and desperate the one who took his life may have been, no matter that his vision was blurred, no matter that he saw no alternative, his taking his life is taking his life away from others. He throws his perceived troubles into their lap and runs out the door. There are bills unpaid, and he runs, leaving others to pay. He says, "I'm outta here!"
Remember, beloveds, I gave free will. I do not condemn those who are so fraught they would take away their life. When they take their life, it is as if they say, "So there!" It is as if they say, "You can have it! I'm done. I don't want it anymore."
Of course, this is not a blessing they leave in their wake. They pass on their anger and sense of hopelessness. Somehow they gave away their responsibility for their own life. They may well have not taken responsibility for their own unhappiness. They tried to leave their troubles behind. They abandoned their apartment. They handed over their pain and left their home in disarray. How unhappy they were! It was not your fault, beloveds. It was not your doing.
I encourage all to live. When there are those who find themselves in a dark tunnel, I adjure them to find their way out. If they are in despair, I ask them to stop thinking of their unhappiness and shed light for others. To those who are left behind, the death seems needless, and, yet, it was not the decision of those left behind to make, and it is not their judgment to make now. One who has taken his life is as much My child as you.
You, too, on occasion, have thought of getting out of life. I am happy you are still on Earth and working for Me. You are here for a reason. Not one person is here for no reason. All are present for a good reason. You are here for a good reason. I ask you not to throw up your hands and say, "No more." I ask you from the depth of My heart to give life another chance, and another, as many as necessary. I ask you to be your own saving grace.
Quit school if you must. Quit a job if you must. But keep your life on Earth intact. Make the one decision to live. What one does affects every other. If you feel you must give up on your life, then give every bit of your life in service to others. If you must give up on your life, give up on it in this fashion. Say: "I am no longer here for myself. I who am so unhappy will do what I can to help others. Let me be their hope-giver. Let me give hope to them. No matter how many broken bones I have, no matter how broken my heart, I will get up and serve others. I will forget about serving myself right now. I will forget about myself and how I feel or how I don't feel. I will care how someone else feels. I can give up on my despair. And if I cannot, even in despair, I can do something to make life better for others, and, therefore, myself."
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