As You Await the Dawn …

God said:

As you await the dawn, I await you. I look for you. I seek you. I go out into the world in My seeking for you. I seek you for you, and I also seek you for Myself. I love to be replete with you. I love your awareness of Me. I love you to be aware of Me in your heart, for you are the Heart of God. All are in My heart, and yet I seek you where you already are. I seek your awareness.

It is such a little thing to be aware of Me, to know Me, to hold Me. I am as light as air. You can know Me. You can know Me very personally. This is where joy begins. I must break it to you – you have barely touched love. You do not yet know of the majesty you are. You keep getting closer. Just a tiny step more, and you will know first hand Our Oneness. You will know your Oneness with All That Is. You will know Me far better than you know your own hand.

Your hand has always been your hand, and, yet, despite the expression of knowing something like the back of your hand, you do not already know your own hand. Your hand has always been your hand, yet you are a stranger to your own hand. I am your own God. Be not a stranger to Me. I am worth knowing. Reacquaint yourself with Me. Come into My mansion. Rather, bring your awareness of Me into your heart. Bring Me closer to you in your awareness.

I cannot be any closer to you than I am. It is you who will draw Me closer to you. Just a little closer, and you will know Our Oneness. You will know it like the back of your hand. No, you will know Our Oneness as you have never known anything before. Oneness will surge through you. You will know love as you have never known love before. You will know what you already know. You will be conscious of it. And when you are conscious of Our Oneness, there is nothing else to be conscious of. Heretofore, nothing has been enough for you. I am enough for you. You are saturated with Me. The more you are saturated with Me, the more I rise in your heart, the more you lose yourself. Losing yourself is great gain. Knowing Me is the only thing to know, for, when you come to know Me, you know yourself. You lose sight of your individuality and gain in Oneness which is the Truth of you. It is the sense of you.

It is not really Me that you have to believe in. It is yourself. To know thyself is to know Me, and there is nothing greater to know.

Always you have longed for Me. You may not have known the name of your longing, and yet it has been Me right along that you have longed for. You have been buffeted by your desire for Me. You have also been buffeted by My desire for you.

Whatever I desire, you cannot withstand. You cannot withstand Me for very long.

If you want Greatness, know Me. All the things you imagine are great are nothing next to Me. What are fame and fortune next to Me? They do not exist. Next to Me, fame and fortune are baubles. They are toys you outgrow. You can like your toys. They serve a purpose, and, yet, they are not enough.

Never mind, I am bringing you closer to Me. Do you feel it? Do you feel yourself pulled to Me? By all the power in the Universe, and all the power in Heaven, I draw you to Me. I beckon you, and you will come. You are on your way. Thia is how it is. You are on the A-train to God. I call you to Me. Come along. Come now.

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Does anyone understand this sentence

Does anyone understand this sentence in the heavenletter?:

Whatever I desire, you cannot withstand. You cannot withstand Me for very long.

Thankyou Heather

Heather, in that we continue

Heather, in that we continue to argue about free will millennium after millennia, it would appear that, no, no one understands this sentence. You can still find highly intelligent and learned philosophers and theologians who insist that everything is predetermined by God or a Higher Power, that we have no say in what we do, that no one can withstand this, just as your sentence says. On the other hand ask any ordinary ten-year-old whether they are familiar with an angel being on one shoulder urging you to do something and a devil on the other shoulder urging the opposite, and they will not only know what you are talking about but insist that it is ultimately up to them to decide which way to go.

To complicate this, if you searched you could find multiple places within Heavenletters where God specifically talks about our free will as a treasured gift and a reality. Well, which is it? Both can't be right. Make up Your mind, God.

The problem in understanding would appear to be our holding on to dualistic thinking in which apparent opposites can't exist together. It has to be either/or. This is the way people have thought for a very long time, especially in the Western world, where rationality and logic and the intellect have prevailed. We just might be in the middle of an evolutionary leap where that is only true within a certain context and upon stepping back for a wider view, either/or becomes both/and.

The problem you bring up appears to come from not being able to separate our ego from the Divine Presence that lives within us. That's a hard one and perhaps is our basic life task. Today's message speaks of the Oneness that is the end goal where these two supposedly conflicting points of view no longer exist as separate. God ends the message saying, "Come along. Come now." If we were puppets, God wouldn't have to say this. At the same time, if God was not at work in you drawing you to Him, you most likely wouldn't be reading these messages and wondering these thoughts. It's sort of like God sends the wind and you raise the sail.

Thanks Charles

Thank you Charles. Thanks for taking the time to explain your ideas on this...you have given me pause for thought....I will digest this now...I particularly like your ideas in the last paragraph:

God ends the message saying, "Come along. Come now." If we were puppets, God wouldn't have to say this. At the same time, if God was not at work in you drawing you to Him, you most likely wouldn't be reading these messages and wondering these thoughts. It's sort of like God sends the wind and you raise the sail.

You are correct...in reading and pondering these heavenletters....God has already at work drawing us to him!!

"You cannot withstand Me for very long."

Because of a very powerfull vision I had a few years ago, I think I know EXACTLY what that sentence means. To fill the void of love that I considered my heart to be at the time, I was told to replace it with the love of God. So, during a group ceremony, I asked to feel God's love. And my prayer was granted. I had a vision of the hugeness of God's love. It was represented as an immense pink cloud which I knew reached to infinity and filled it all. I saw myself under that cloud behind a window that was just slightly opened and allowed just a very small ray of that Love to fall on me. Ahh!, the feeling of being loved so much was all that I could ever wish for for the rest of eternity and it just numbed all other thought or feeling. But I could only withstand it for a few seconds because I just knew neither my body nor my mind would survive if I got much more at that time. It was not caused by a feeling of unworthiness but rether a knowing that my body or my energy level was not yet high enough.
That is why I've been hoping since then that the ladder to reach God would have many rungs. That is why it makes sense to me that we'll only be ascending to 5th dimension while there are a great number of other dimensions to which we might aspire.
I also deduced another lesson from that vision and that is that it is impossible for God not to love us. He cannot even NOTICE our misdemeanours or see our faults so immersed is He in that immensity of Love. It is only us that judge ourselves unworthy, therefore lowering our energy level and thus making it far more difficult to climb the rungs of the ladder.
Needless to say I was on a "pink cloud" for a while after that. I just loved everybody and was going around kissing almost anybody and enjoining my friends and family to search for God. I met with so many rebuffs that I eventually came down off of my cloud. It hurt a lot.
I then understood that I couldn't go there and remain unless I was surrounded by kindred spirits. I'm certainly one of those who prayed for mass assension.

explanation of withstand

Heather, think about a Huge Magnet and Iron Fillings. See that when the Magnet is moved towards the Iron Fillings the attraction is so great that the Fillings cannot withstand the "current" of the Magnet but to fly and cling instantly to the Magnet.

Hope this helps.

Love to all hearts
Love to all Creation

victor

I very much like and agree

I very much like and agree with the understanding you give here, Victor. We cannot be, for very long, other than God intends us to be... we cannot successfully swim against the current. Even given our gift of "free will", we cannot really move in the wrong direction, only face the wrong direction and feel as if we are being pulled backwards. When we learn to freely surrender to the Love We Are our free will IS the One Will and we know the joy of Being.

Great visual!!

Yes thank you Victor...this does help...I learn best by visual....so now I can see this 'not withstand' is not meant negatively..but as something presented to us which so spectacular..... a joy or love that would supersede our gift of free will....a true awakening....Heather

free will

Rahad, is there really such a thing as free will? It may appear to be and in the context spoken of but I do not think so! The process is very stringent and sequential for our understanding at this moment. USUALLY THE MORE YOU SEE AND KNOW IS THE MORE UNCERTAIN YOU KNOW.

victor

How beautiful is this

How beautiful is this discussion. Everyone is speaking the truth of his or her heart and not stepping on anyone's toes. There is agreement and disagreement from open hearts, and there is good will. This is what the world is going to become more of. And this is what is happening right here on this forum.

There was a time we can remember in our lifetimes when differences led to fighting!

There was an earlier discussion about destiny and/or free will. This is what this is about, isn't it?

Maybe all of us who are here right now were destined to come together on this page. Perhaps it was written somewhere that we would. From different parts of the world, supposed strangers, we meet right here on this forum. Our hearts meet. We didn't know about it beforehand. We just came together from the goodness of our hearts.

Did any of us come here unwillingly? Was anyone forced? I think we chose to be here together on this day. We came of our own free will. We are glad to be here. We were not misled to come here. I mean, no one sold us a bill of goods. There wasn't false advertising. We were not duped.

And, at any moment, any one of us can choose to come again or choose not to come, or just not come back because we are pulled somewhere else seemingly by default, yet, nevertheless, we are the ones making our choices.

God Who gave us free will is irresistible to us. To God, time is nothing. Ultimately, He has the upper hand because He is the most charming of all that life offers. Ultimately, we will jump on His lap. It's possible to say that God has it rigged just like the magnets Victor describes. Still, it's our choice. We make that choice when we make it.

The swallows go back to Capistrano.

How beautifull and inspiring

How beautifull and inspiring what you wrote on free will, Gloria.

for foreign readers ... "The swallows go back to Capistrano."

The story goes that in the early days of the Mission San Juan Capistrano [in California], swallows used to nest at a local inn, until the innkeeper, fed up with their nuisances, destroyed the nests and shooed them away. The mission, being the tallest building by far at the time, became the swallows’ next logical target.

And so, for decade after decade, the swallows returned to the mission, making the remains of the Great Stone Church their nesting grounds until about Oct. 23, Saint John’s Day, when they once again make their journey south to Argentina for the winter.

... from internet ...

Beloved Theophil, I did not

Beloved Theophil, I did not know the story about the swallows. I just knew the expression -- When the swallows come back to Capistrano. How fine of you to find out more. After reading what you wrote, I had the thought that maybe I knew the expression from a song. I looked on Google, and, yes, there is a song. Here's what I found:

When the Swallows Come Back to Capistrano
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

When the Swallows Come Back to Capistrano is a song written by Leon René and first recorded by The Ink Spots featuring Bill Kenny in May 1940.

The Ink Spots' recording of the song reached # 4 on the US charts, and a recording by Glenn Miller reached # 2 the same year.[2] Other recordings were made at about the same time by Xavier Cugat and Gene Krupa. The song was later recorded by Fred Waring, Guy Lombardo, Billy May, Pat Boone - whose version reached # 80 on the Billboard Hot 100 in 1957, as the B-side of "April Love" - The Five Satins, and Elvis Presley, among many others.

René wrote the song as a tribute to the annual springtime return of the Cliff Swallows to Mission San Juan Capistrano in Southern California. A glassed-off room in the mission was later designated in René's honor, and displays the upright piano on which he composed the tune, the reception desk from his office, several copies of the song's sheet music and other pieces of furniture, all donated by René's family.

The point is that, sooner or later, we are irresistibly drawn to God. It's like we have no choice about it, and yet we choose.

I just love all the comments here. Special welcome to those who have come here to post for the first time.

I just want to share my

I just want to share my feeling, because it is so powerful. The magnet is a good expression to my feeling. But also it is more than a magnet. For me it was freeing and refreshing, somehow uplifting and I feel my whole bodyenergy just want to follow Gods path, but then unfortunatly there is a stop and I cannot go further, I somehow cannot reach him. I hope, I choose the right words, I'm not so familiar with the englisch language but the leo.dictionary helps me.. Does anybody of you readers had this feelings too???
And thank you so for all your comments they do awe-inspire me very deep. Thank you! Love to you all! Uta

Dear Uta,I am so sure, even

Dear Uta,

I am so sure, even without knowing them all or even without reading all the comments here on the forum, there is nobody here, who never stopped on their path to God and with God, after they chose to embark on the journey together.

This does not mean, that this experience in our lives is something which gives us most support to our growth ... I mean, gathering those people remembering their stops on their journey with God. We know it better, we already know it better.

For this, let's have a look on one of the comments here in the forum. There is Gloria's comment from above. She steps into the truth of all our hearts, which is the Truth of Impossibility to Step on Anyone's Toes. She writes: "...There is agreement and disagreement from open hearts, and there is good will. This is what the world is going to become more of. And this is what is happening right here on this forum. ..."

So, there are more open hearts and more good will in the world. In the world, which is the world, we normally speak of and which we see and touch. I am glad to repeat it - there is more good will and there are more open hearts in the world, right now, in East Africa, in the delegations of the Palestine people, in our neighbourhoods, in our families, in our fingers and muscles. While or by having a forum like this with open hearts, living through different perceptions, different experiences, interpretations, feelings, doubts, misunderstandings and so on.

Who is building this world, dear friends, this world, as it seems to work? Of course, each of us.
And those on this forum are luring good will and open hearts in the world, right now. Our energy is undescribably high and strong, and it works highly and strongly, and it is the same as God's.

Instead of gathering people who sometimes remember how they sometimes stopped on their way together with God, why not gathering those who affect open hearts and good will, knowingly and unknowingly? They, and we are here.

It is true, we do not have to know everything or anybody which or who we affect. Always looking to the top of the mountain while climbing the mountain is not advisible. Yes, always looking to God while climbing the mountain, that is advisible, and it is sweet.

Ah, at the close of the lines, is there anybody here, who worked it out, to step on God's toes? If there is none here around us having possibly succeeded in such an endeavour, why should you, dear Uta, succeed stepping on my toes or anybody's toes, yes, even when my heart or their heart is more closed than yours? When I have the feeling that I stepped on somebody's toes, why should I then be able and be the state of art, to never stop with my looking to God and while I am looking to God?

There is a good figure of speech with the Ancient Greek: You only can compare velvet with velvet.

. . .

"Whatever I desire, you cannot withstand. You cannot withstand Me for very long.", Heather picked up from our Heavenletter of the day.
Yes, there is Free Will. And there is, at the same time, Free Will imbued by God's Desire to Be Loved By His Children and to Love His Children. All this is Light. All this is not only like light. One ray of light is laying on another ray, repeatedly, without any break, and without any adhesion. Free Will and God's Desire are the same, and there is no exclusion between them.

Be blessed,
Theophil

Dear Theohil, Thank you very

Dear Theohil,
Thank you very much. Your words help me. I am glad, that there are many people feeling like me on this forum and in the whole world (with an open heart and a good will).
This expression of you I like very much:
"One ray of light is laying on another ray, repeatedly, without any break, and without any adhesion."
So every human has his own light or experience of life. Each is different, but allways light, isn't it?

You said: "Our energy is undescribably high and strong, and it works highly and strongly, and it is the same as God's."
And this is what I feel, this energy of God in this community of the Heavenletters. But also, since the years I read your Translations of The Heavenletters. I printed and kept every single Heavenletter, forwarded from you, because each is a treasure to me.
God bless you. Uta

Free will and learning.

God has/is Free Will and He gave His Son Free Will. In our Oneness, Free Will is the power to create. His Free will can only create love. And the unchangeable part of us can create in love only. For in Oneness, God's will and the Son's will are the same.

But with separation, free will became dualistic, so love seems to have an opposite in the relative world, which we call by so many names (anger, hate, fear, etc). In its seemingly dualistic nature, human free will exists through the belief that DIFFERENCES are REAL, that there is a hierarchy and degrees in perfection. Consequently, free will in the relative world is at the basis of LEARNING. Would there be any necessity for us to learn if we did not believe in differences?

We have also to remember that there are natural boundaries to human free will in the relative world, the extreme being destruction (of others and self destruction). But even through destruction, human free will has a "timely-spacely" power to learn.

Ultimately, when God says that "you cannot withstand Me very long", it seems to contradict free will in the sense that the final decision of returning to God is inevitable. But if we consider that free will governed by ego is an emprisoned will, it could lead only to an untolerable situation where one would ask himself if there is a better way to be free from God. God has already included the better way by setting a limit on our ability to miscreate.

Human free will is in the outside world of perceived differences. It is also the realm of illness, which is a way of searching outside the cure for what resides inside. God's Free Will is inside where there is no illness, so no needs for cure nor for learning.

This goes deep, beloved

This goes deep, beloved Normand.

 

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