A Yellow Buttercup

God said:

You are a like a yellow buttercup that grows in the field. Like a buttercup, you catch the sun, and you reflect it. Like every buttercup in the field, you are sweet and dear to Me. I note you waving in the breeze. My hand passes over you, and I send you blessings. The buttercup in the field notes My blessing. You, however, may be too busy, involved with other things.

A buttercup is more one-pointed than you. It forever turns its head to the sun. When the sun purportedly disappears over the horizon, the buttercup rests its head, assured of the sun’s return the next morning. What does a buttercup worry about? Is a buttercup thinking of what could come along and disturb its joy and communication with Me? Does it get fraught because night has befallen? No, it does not. It is in tune with time in the relative world and with Eternity in Heaven. The buttercup doesn’t have a head for figures as you do. It does not know about odds. It has not read an encyclopedia of catastrophes and memorized them. The buttercup knows nothing about the concept of danger. It knows nothing that you do, and therefore it knows better than you. What is more innocent than a buttercup?

Perhaps you have desired to be clever rather than innocent. Perhaps you have been betting on the wrong horse. If you have been riding on a horse called cleverness, then ride it to Me and leave it outside. There is plenty of room for you in Heaven, but there is no room for cleverness. Cleverness is awkward and bulky, too. Innocence takes up no room at all.

Of course, your cleverness is a kind of innocence. You have to be very innocent to believe that cleverness wins the day. Even when it does, or seems to, it leaves a bad taste. In all your cleverness, when all is said and done, you have put one over on yourself.

Desire innocence because that leaves you free. Innocent, like the buttercup, you carry no baggage with you, no past, present, or future. Innocent, you are totally unencumbered. Imagine how wonderful that is. No need to mentally carry a purse, a briefcase, a set of keys, no worry about losing anything. What can be more freeing than that? No car to find where you parked it. No clutteredness in your mind. A full-flowing heart and an uncluttered mind.

Without baggage, what place is there for hurts or resentments? What place is there for grudge or even assessment? There would no longer be ratings. There would be no judging, no trying to allocate locker space, no carrying anything extra, carrying only love and not keeping that, just holding it in your hand long enough to give it away, rich beyond conception with love, not keeping it but letting it go, and now having it surround you on all sides. You could say you are a captive of love because there is nowhere you can move without it. Barraged with it, you are free of it. No need to think of where you are going because you are buoyed by all the love you didn’t keep but gave away instead. Surges of love like gusts of wind propel you along the streets of life. Where are you going? You don’t even have to know. You jump from one flagstone of love to another, and all of them lead to Me, beloved.

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"You have to be very

"You have to be very innocent to believe that cleverness wins the day."

I found that out today, dear Loving One. You led me there, and now You lead me here and repeat it to me in words. And how funny the wording! You know how much I love it when You're being funny.

A buttercup, You say, knows nothing that I do, and therefore it knows better than I do. I agree, I glimpsed the boundlessness of not knowing. But tell me, is it all right, at least for now, to not even know of love? Please guide me to Your answer. I know You will. You always do.

Thankfully,
Jochen (about to turn buttercup)

Dear #2139,

Dear #2139,

how wonderful to meet you again and to find you as gently uplifting as I remember you. Today, this is what you tell me:

If you have been riding on a horse called cleverness, then ride it to Me and leave it outside. There is plenty of room for you in Heaven, but there is no room for cleverness. Cleverness is awkward and bulky, too. Innocence takes up no room at all.

I think I have dropped some cleverness, I hope I'm approaching innocence and being totally unencumbered although I'm not terribly sure about this. In any event, dropping that bulkiness for something that takes up no room at all sounds really nice. And as your predecessor #2138 says:

Be alive in silence. The stillness within rises like the crest of the moon, and you are enlivened. Plants grow from their roots in the soil. You grow from the silence of the deep. There is no hurry.
.......
A taste of the silence within satisfies like nothing in the world can.

An addiction to cleverness?

This is an absolutely wonderful Heavenletter you are revisiting, Jochen.

I have always naturally assumed cleverness to be good thing. Saying I assumed it makes it sound like I thought about it, but I never really did. In my experience, the world has always lauded and rewarded cleverness, so I have unquestioningly (Is this a word?) followed along. We even encourage our children to be clever, do you remember the debating teams in high school?

It feels like this is part of the reason I have been so attached to the past and to process of analyzing and reasoning. Searching for patterns in our experience gives us things to be clever about to impress others.

“Cleverness is awkward and bulky.” As I reflect on this letter, I would add that cleverness has a slightly foul scent of superiority about it. The logic of this letter is amazing – one of those: “Why didn’t I see this before?” insights. Yes, the letting go of the coveting of cleverness must be pure freedom! Oh, what it must be like to have “A full flowing heart and an uncluttered mind.”!

Maybe I should start a support group and call it Cleverness Anonymous.

Chuck

Hey, we hardly expected to

Hey, we hardly expected to get such an absolutely great response. "We" is HL #2139 and Jochen.

Yes, Chuck, "unquestioningly" is a word, it is one of the really huge ones. I have heard about the debating teams in American schools many years ago and clearly remember a very uneasy feeling when I was told about the many advantages of that tradition.

And as I see it now, "cleverness" as used in this Letter is not just about analyzing and reasoning for the sake of impressing others. It's about reckoning and calculating in general, even about designing instruments for swift reunification with God. Subtly, I feel, it's about fear.

Let us never call ourselves and each other names for trying to be clever. It's deeply ingrained through conditioning over many generations. A Heavenletter like this one is just a tender and affectionate nudge. That's all it takes.

Thanks, Jochen

Thanks, Jochen, for your kind remarks. As usual, you bring up several important insights and they lead me to further reflection.

I’m curious about what kind of instruments someone might design to try to obtain a swift reunification with God. This is a puzzle to me, I don’t understand your meaning but the sound of it is intriguing.

Your remark, about not calling ourselves and each other names, is well taken and very helpful, here. It causes me to reflect on my deeply ingrained habit of self criticism. It was myself that the barb about the “unpleasant scent” was aimed at. I realize that I have been very self critical most of my life. Who criticizes as vehemently and as mercilessly as one who criticizes himself? What I need here is less self judging and a generous measure of the forgiveness that I usually quickly direct toward others to be directed at myself. I thank you for your comments, they resulted in these realizations that are like a balm that feels quite good.

The question of analysis and reasoning are another topic entirely, and a huge one. It seems that we human beings have spent many, many generations virtually worshipping these abilities like gods, of sorts. It seems that many of our institutions, much of the bedrock that supports our cultures, and much of our literature rely on analysis and reasoning at the expense of emotion, intuition and the spiritual basis of our existence. I tend to agree with you that a constant, gentle nudge in the right direction will, in the end, be sufficient for the much needed transformation to rebalance this excess.

Chuck

Nice one. Agree.

Nice one. Agree.