Karen:

Dear Gloria, do you remember when I had that weird burning on my neck, and I asked you to ask God all about it? Well, my neck is fine, but I do have another problem, or whatever one would call this. It started in my right side under my ribs by my diaphragm, but off to the right side of the body. It was very intense when I got this.

I feel this all the time, and I do know that it is some healing process that I am under. And yet it affects my digestion — creates very large bubbles in my colon and my breathing too. I have to tell you that at times these bubbles are amazing.

God knows all about this, but I am telling you this because I would like for you, when it is appropriate, to ask God about this for me. You can use it in Heaven. I have no problem with that. And I am not sure if my name is an issue. You can decide that. I am into truth so why not, as far as I am concerned.

So I say to you, please ask God what this is all about.

I have been praying every night about this. And it goes through times where it heals and then it shifts again. And I do not want to be in control of this. And perhaps at times control could be the truth of this.

But I would like to know what it is and what can I, with Christ, do about it. Imagine, I have had this for years, and I have prayed and all, but now I feel I must talk out loud about it. Perhaps I have hurt someone from the past or whatever. You see, Gloria, yes, there are lots of times that I cannot see my own life. I pray always — more than most, I'm sure — but I do need some insights, plus the love and healing. I appreciate you and your time so, again, please do this when it is appropriate.

So, beloved, never feel weird or whatever about doing this for me. We are connected. This is who we are to one another. You are my eyes to God.

When you can, speak and ask; then I can heal and let go. Perhaps I am controlling. I do know I need the Lord to help, and you to do the talking for me.

So thank you ever so much. I am very grateful for this because I would never ask anyone any of these things but God, and I can't hear and see on this one.

So it means a lot and thanks a bunch.

Gloria:

So, dear God, I ask about this on Karen's behalf. As you know, I am reluctant to ask You health questions. I feel inadequate. I remind myself I know nothing anyway, and that You know everything. So I put my faith in You and Our connection, and I'll just write down what comes as always.

God:

The sensations come from Karen's gall bladder where bile is stored. Bile is bitterness, and this is an ancient bitterness that sits there and boils and bubbles. Karen also experiences this stored-up bitterness as a bad taste in her mouth.

Karen has x-ray eyes. Tell her she can now put her body on the screen, and from that distance, see the stored-up bile hardening there. This accumulation is stored-up impressions from many lifetimes.

Karen can remove this with her eyes and mental touch of her hands.

The bubble sensations are gasses from this acrid accumulation.

Karen can loosen this whenever she wants. She is right that it is I who heals, not herself, but I heal through her.

She can mentally blow these bubbles out. She can put her actual hands over the spot on her physical body and urge it forward, massaging in the direction that she wants this to go.

She can mentally put her fingers inside her body, and, with her right thumb and index finger, gently massage it out.

If she likes, she can mentally insert a tiny straw and siphon out this old bile little by little.

Karen can also be glad that this blockage has waited for her readiness.

Remind Karen of what she already knows, that I, Mary, and Christ are steadfastly by her side with all Our love. Let Me express here Our love for Karen, Our closeness to her, and Our approbation for the work she does, for her total goodness, purity, and devotion to My Will.

Now it is My Will that she release this obstruction. Karen, it is simple, like cleaning out an old purse.

I must add that some of this accumulation is from others' bitterness, as well, that Karen took on long ago.

But, no matter, it is My beloved Karen's to release now. And it is My Will that she do so.

Gloria:

Thank You, dear God.

I have to say again I really don't want to deal with health issues. With Karen, it's different.

God:

You want to specialize in relationships to Me?

Gloria:

Yes!

God:

You are correct. The body is not your focus. Heavenletters is not a hospital or clinic.

Attention on My love can relieve, remove, prevent ailments. Heavenreaders' attention best goes to My joy and love and not to their bodies.

Gloria:

Should I publish this about Karen or not?

God:

Publish it. You publish everything else. Let readers know that all My children are human as well as divine.

Sandra to Gloria:

Dear Gloria, here goes. Gulp!

Sandra to God:

Dearest God, I did not address You directly because I fear I am making a fool of myself by actually declaring to the Heaven Readers that I believe that Gloria is really receiving Your Words. It is easier to go through the back door and remain semi-anonymous.

In my own God-writing that I have done, I found no difficulty addressing You because my writing was done in secret. I know I show lack of backbone for not publicly aligning myself with You.

Yes, it is an issue of surrendering control and taking a death-defying leap into the unknown. But I think You know, dearest God, that I TRULY want this ultimate connection to take place 100%. I feel that I am almost there, but thoughts of being the fool go through my mind.

To my mind, the Godwriting that I did lacked the beauty and perception of Gloria's and that of other Heavenreaders. It almost seems to be what I want to hear. Is it really You, or am I doing some fictionalized writing? My heart wants to receive You.

God:

Dear, dear Sandra, secrets are control. Don't have them. Vanity and control keep secrets.

Also, My dear, I must remind you that you, who likes direct and to the point, have been coy and circling the point.

Honest is to be your byword now. Up front, honest, clear.

No little backyard games or going in and out.

Come in through the front door.

It is not lack of backbone that makes you dance around. It is control, dear Sandra.

I am very direct with you, My love. I ask you to come forward.

All right, be a fool. What do you care? In whose eyes would you be? Certainly not Mine.

Maybe fools come to Me faster because they are not thinking of how they may appear.

Where is your attention, Sandra?

You want 100% connection with Me BUT…

You truly want to be with Me BUT…

No more coyness, dear Sandra. No more sidestepping.

As for your Godwriting, who said it had to be like Gloria's or anyone else's? Let it be what it is. Let it do its work for you.

Take the Ask God workshop, and you will go faster and with greater confidence.

Now, Sandra, you are truly making great headway. You are tossing away the veils and excuses you have covered yourself with. You will get to the nitty-gritty. Only burning truth now.

Simplicity, not complication.

Acceptance, not resistance.

Wholeness, not fragments.

No more frou-frou, Sandra.

No more dissembling.

No more disguising.

No more vanity.

No more delays.

Truth stands alone.

Get off the fence.

Jump over.

What are you waiting for?

You can stay in a state of protestation if you wish, but why would you wish?

Do you want to be coaxed?

Get out of hiding.

This is between you and Me.

No one is going to wheel you into Heaven.

All want you here.

All root for you, Sandra.

But you must come.

Let go of veneer.

Let's get to the core of things.

Take off those disguises.

Be the innocent you are.

Come with nothing prepared.

Leave artifices.

Receive Me.

Gain everything.

Gain truth. Gain Heaven.

I am waiting.