Dear Gloria,
1) I suppose that "Life is looking a way to grow upward" should read "Life is looking for a way to look upward".
The message that you are receiving often is: “Something is out of whack.” Of course, you call out of whack anything that doesn’t suit you. Nevertheless, life is suiting itself. Life is looking a way to grow upward.
2) Is: "There may not be an opportunity you can’t possibly see" correct?
Even when what occurs is a commonly-recognized catastrophe, as awful or pointless as it seems to you, the catastrophe is offering something to you and something more than a hard knock. There may not be an opportunity you can’t possibly see, yet there is something there for you whether you recognize it or not. Maybe you will never see. Regardless, through what occurs in life, you will grow. Like it or not, you will grow.
Thanks.
With love,
Luus