hi there.
i suppose writing this is cmoing from a very negative space and quite disempowered
ive become mentally ill after three years of things in my life falling to pieces
based on worrying and not being able to make a decsions
i was ok . always had trouble with simple tasks but also very smart and spirtual and
hard working
three years ago- i crashed and its been a downward spiral, losing jobs, frinds, god.
i have been everywhere looking and that is the problem
im obsessed with fhingin something
and i need practical help eiwht practical things
i am at my parents house now- not doing mucha dn it affects them
i just feel so lost abotuwhat o do to get better
i know in my head what to do but odnt do it.
and it just gets worse,
ive been here 6 weeks an dhardly do anything but its also a pattern
talking about myslef asing for help
and not doing my share to help in the house
its a waste of a life... and i dont seem to be ablet oshake it off
i feel dead an di lost all my friends--
i jsut seem to write negagive an get more negative.
my brain is not working correctly