The Hall of the Beloveds

God said:

I shall speak of My great love for you. It passes all bounds. It leaps over tall buildings. It leaps over all the obstacles that you amass before you, these accumulated obstacles that you strew, throwing yourself off the track, misguiding yourself. Take a different stand, beloved. Roll with the billows of My love.

My love mists everywhere. It marches everywhere. It enters everywhere. It stays everywhere. It never leaves. Always in motion, My love nevertheless stays. It permeates. It fills. You are sated with My love, but your attention is somewhere else.

Begin to know your worthiness, and you will start paying more attention to Me. I am not the needle in a haystack. I am the haystack and you who hunts for the needle, and I am easily found. Wherever you put your hand, you can find Me first try. It takes a little overture from you, and then you spot Me where I was all along.

I have been with you in your happiest moments. I have been with you in your sorriest. Never was there a time when I was not with you. I am so almightily with you, you overlook My Presence. You look for Me somewhere far away. Of course, I am far away as well, but you don't see so well. Your vision is obscured. We are amending your eyesight now. We are removing a thin film of unbelievability that you have covered your eyes and heart with.

You have perhaps banished Me and your heart from view. Even set aside, your heart pumps My love. Exiled, your heart nevertheless is sated with My love. Your heart is My love. I love your heart, and I love you. Regardless of all the obstacles you set up, I love you. I love you with all My heart, and, therefore, you are loved. You are My most beloved. It doesn't matter that everyone is. It is good that everyone is. No one is left out. Therefore, you cannot be left out, not even from the tiniest dot of My love can you be left out. You cannot be left out of the possibility of My love, the probability of My love, the absolute certainty of My love. You cannot set yourself aside from Me forever. That is an impossibility. You cannot forsake the Eternal forever.

You cannot forsake yourself forever. Little by little-seeming, or all at once-seeming, you will see Me full-front before you. You will see a bright light, and you will peer into it. You will begin to see more than a reflection of Me. You will see light so golden that you cannot mistake it. My golden light is a tribute to you.

You will not blurt out, "God, You have found me." You will say, "Oh, God, now I see You. I see You for the belighted love You are. I opened my eyes and my heart, and I saw that which was always before me, but which I had not deigned to see. I see that I have been blessed all along, but for some intrepid reason, I did not bless myself until now. Now I bless myself with awareness of Your presence. I made the difference, God. You have not been dodging me. I dodged You. Now I bump into You full-square, and I know that the light You are radiates in my heart. You have been here all along in plain sight of my heart. I accept your Presence now, fully aware that I have always been in the Hall of the Beloveds."