Victoria, I am answering your questions about this Heavenletter here. I am sort of the translator from English into English. Your first question is in the second paragraph which reads:
"Juries in the world get excused from serving. Why not you, you ask. What possibly brings you here and now? Are you really supposed to deal with all that you are given to deal with when, from everything you know, it is too much for you?"
First we will take out the troublesome phrase and the sentence reads, "Are you really supposed to deal with all that you are given to deal with when it is too much for you?" But God is saying in this message that it really isn't too much for us to deal with, it only looks that way. Let's put the sentence in other words: "Are you really supposed to deal with all that you are given to deal with when, as far as you know, it is too much for you?" Does that help?
Your second question concerns the fourth paragraph which reads, "Sometimes life seems interminable to you. You fear making it through, and you fear not making it through.
Making it through here is talking about successfully completing this lifetime that we have been assigned. Sometimes it seems like it will never end but sometimes we also feel like we can't last until the end. To make it through something is to complete it, to finish it, to reach the end.
If you still don't understand, please say so. There are no dumb questions here. What puzzles you may well puzzle someone else. If you don't understand the English words, you can't translate them. Our most experienced translators sometimes don't understand something, and occasionally even Gloria doesn't understand what was given to her to write down.
If you have a question it helps to start a whole new forum topic like I did here. That way it doesn't get confused with other topics and someone else may also need help understanding. It helps to quote a whole paragraph like I did here because the context can change the meaning of a word or expression. You're off to a great start! Thanks for being part of this.