Dear Gloria
in http://www.heavenletters.org/a-story-from-the-past.htm (written June 22, 2012)
parag. 5
"You cannot be the child you once were nor can you be the mother who held your baby in your arms. Even if you live in the same house now, you are not the same, and the house is not the same. You mourn for that that was and is no more."
I cannot make sense of that segment "nor can you be the mother who held your baby in your arms". I thought you meant: "nor can you be the mother who held you baby in her arms". I'm lost in the bushes. Can you paraphrase it?
Thanks