Dear Gloria
in http://www.heavenletters.org/in-the-company-of-angels.html
paragraph 2
"You are alive on Earth, aren't you? You have come on the scene. You find yourself in a play, and you don't know your lines. You're not even always sure what part you are supposed to play and what you are meant to be doing. And so you ad lib, and sometimes you fake it what you do know very well who you are and all that. Nevertheless, much of the time you are bluffing. You find your role as you stumble on to it. And then, sometimes, you change roles. You develop your character. You discover your character."
I cannot make sense of "sometimes you fake it what you do know very well who you are"
Thanks