Dear Gloria,
in http://www.heavenletters.org/why-would-you.html
5th parag. from the end:
"To foretell the good is not being blind. Rather, envisioning the good is seeing the future you desire. Downward thoughts are a dime a dozen, and they are thought by the bush load. Why would it be hard for you to be optimistic rather than pessimistic? Why would anyone think it is smart to be negative? Anyone and his brother can think the sky is falling."
I cannot find the expression "(they are thought) by the bush load" anywhere.
Thanks