Dear Gloria, in this excerpt
"This is not an intellectual awareness that I speak of. The intellect may follow it, yet at the beginning, a bell went off, and somehow you knew it would.
Something was irresistible, and you couldn’t resist it. And now the attraction is over. You ate that food, and you don’t have to eat it any longer. Or now the attraction is even stronger, and you would not resist it if you good.
I am that latter experience. Once you have caught a sight of Me, caught a sight of Me as if all by yourself, you are sunk. You are a goner. You might say you are under My spell, yet I do not cast spells. "
Did you mean "if you could"?