Our beautiful Gloriajon was curious to know what name I had chosen for the dynasty which I wish to birth.
Before the name is revealed...
As my heart has a mind of its own, for the longest time I had thought that there must be something wrong w/ me for the fact that my heart refuses to love just anybody when it comes to intimate love. You see, I love everybody as a divine brother & sister, but when it comes to personal love, my heart is locked & always has been.
What's even more strange, is that I literally suffocate at the thought of someone wanting to potentially love me or get to know me. Ironically, my imagination is on continuous play & stories are unfolding in my mind constantly. If its not an artistic vision, then its legendary historic love & most of the time the longing is for a king.
And so, in my personal life I prefer to be alone & my journey thus far has been not so much w/ people but simply myself & divine love. The choice was natural, if I can't have the king of hearts then I do not wish for anybody else.
As reality drifted further into consciousness & wisdom began to mature, I had an epiphany where answers were easier to discern. It wasn't a king who the heart was longing for, although the word "king" would be the most suitable choice. It was rather a hunger for Oneness, similar to when we are completed souls forever dancing along w/ Hudojon who created us as wholesome beings who only know perfect love.
Of course! As an absolute being full of love, coming into human form where conditions & personal agendas are always on the forefront, a soul who is used to perfect love gets a bit lost & confused. But the most difficult part is to feed this soul w/ ordinary love.
As far as choosing the proper name for a dynasty, I decided to go w/ the truth where the name is precisely the story of the soul...
Where Hudojon is the only king who holds the perfect key to the heart. In addition, God is the ultimate ZARR & I am forever his devoted princess, therefore, I am the "MAJESTY of ZARR" & I am here to fulfill my king's dream.
In Oneness & Love