Dear God,
I've read so much. I know about the new energy. I know
about my egoic self and the True Self. It's all
illusions. Nothing is real. And there's this part of me,
the human form that feels the pain, the pain that I know I
have no choice but to go through it.
My sister's undergoing chemo for her breast cancer which
has spread to her liver. She's going through a tough time
and I don't have the courage to see her going through the
pain and suffering. My mum's not very healthy and she
doesn't know that my sister is not well. I know all these
which are happening is in good hands. Yours. My
imagination is running wild and I can visualise the series
of events that's going to happen. I can't help it. As
I'm telling you, I can't keep my tears from falling. I
know I'm living in the future. Nothing has happened yet.
But the pain is so real. I imagine I've already lost my
sister and my mother will die in sorrow.
And as for my husband, he's chosen to walk away from Tao,
from the Truth.
Is this what ascension is about? Pain first before we see
the light?
Love, Fauna