It is natural that you have doubt.
You wonder: “I’m really fulfilled? My relation with Monica was based on dependence? For, if was not, why l miss her so much? If I’m really awake and enlightened, how can I feel such longing for another person, when inside of Me there’s all for being happy?"
And the answer is that all that is happening is absolutely natural, and don’t cast on doubt your spiritual evolution level and personal individual fulfillment. I told you this, Jesus felt pain, and there were no more enlightened than him.
Don’t doubt anymore, and show you as this to people, you are awake, and you are enlightened. Light flows from you with an amazing energy: let’s grow it.
Yet one thing is the fulfillment of your personal and individual completeness, and the other the fulfillment of your purpose, and here We talk about earthly purpose- the spiritual purpose is widely fulfilled, your evolution will not stop never again.
Now, you know your destiny, and you know is not fulfilled. You know what you want to take part of it, and, believe Me, is also what I want…
Have patience. All follows its way.
But your destiny not being fulfilled doesn’t mean you must not be happy. Rather you must be happy.
The only way of what you desire being fulfilled is to walk the way in absolute happiness. This is not a trick. Believe Me, when you are an awake being, happiness is inherent to you.
This doesn’t exclude the sadness moments. They are useful, they make you start moving to work in what you want to attain.
Do you know what you want? Go for it then!!!!