What is all this about time and timelessness that confuse you? What more exactly do you need to know and what for? You can understand without conscious understanding. You can know without conscious knowing. You know long before you catch on to what is written in your DNA and is bound to come out.
The human heart goes where the intellect pauses. Your heart gets it all. Your intellect would go in circles and leave you high and dry. The heart is where you live. The mind queries, much like a detective. The mind runs around with its microscope and makes up theories, reaches the door, yet cannot quite open it and venture in or far enough.
Don’t think I spurn the mind. Contrary to what you may have believed, it’s just that you can count on your bedazzled heart more than your brilliant mind. Your intellect may sputter. Your heart sits still in regions where your mind can only wander and speculate. At the same time, your heart, even when bedraggled, is the door that opens into the Abode of Heaven and Infinity from which all things come. The connection to all you seek is in your heart.
Infinity is like a pocket that you can reach into, yet there is no end to this pocket so you consciously do not reach the bottom of it, for, of course, it has no bottom so is not a pocket at all.
Ah, sweet mysteries of life and love and all the accompanying tones of the music that is played in a lifetime.
Hark the herald angels. Angels herald a new world that also has no bottom to it and no top. The new world may have turned the old world upside down, yet there is nothing topsy-turvy about this New World of Consciousness. The new world is right side up. You are going to reach everywhere yet without destination firmly in mind. You will hop from one mountain peak to another and never get out of breath. You will see far over the horizon. You will reach the horizon and surpass it. You will venture and take delight. Fasten your seat belt. You are going to be traveling at the speed of love.
You will see yourself and be amazed. About time. About time, of which there is none, that you see yourself in Boundless Truth. You are not the package you have been sold. You are not the dregs and drags of the belabored existence that you bought into.
Suffering is a bill of goods you have been sold, and you ate it right up. You called suffering worthy and happiness less worthy. You do not know the value of the true diamond you tossed into the River of Forgetfulness. You accepted a piece of coal in the stocking you hung up at Christmas. You thought this was as far as you could go. You thought darkness was your due. You thought you were a dull blade.
Toss old thinking into the River of Forgetfulness and rise up like a mermaid with grace who belongs on sea and land. Swim away from the shores of the past for they hem you in.
You were never made to be slow to lift your eyes. Lift your eyes now and begin to see the Vastness that you are, and don’t stop there. Absorb the Light of the Sun, for you begin to know now from Where you came and Who you are, not just in theory but in actuality.
Wake up. The dawn has come, and you are the dawn you have been looking for. You are right here right now. Open your eyes for the first time and see yourself as you are. No more waiting for daybreak. You are the daybreak.