Gloria, is "lack of ill-at-ease" correct and if so, what does it mean? I would think that there cannot be lack of ill-at-ease, but then I may be mistaken.
From the standards you uphold, you have not yet seen a perfect person. When you see defects or lack of ill-at-ease, you contribute to them. You may not acknowledge where you were before you rose to where you are now, or believe you are now.