Dear Gloria
Oh yes, I did want to serve You, but like a bird on the wing. I was not capable of giving all of myself to You. I had to reserve some of myself to myself. You did not understand. I was not ready for You. I begged you silently: ‘Wait until I am ready.’
In the paragraph above I don't see the meaning of:
Like a bird on the wing
I would appreciate you to tell me what you understand by these words.
Love
Philippe