One theme of your life has been: “What is this all about? Is this spate of life on Earth really life? What is it for, and why do I have to go through it? Why me? Why anyone?”
Juries in the world get excused from serving. Why not you, you ask. What possibly brings you here and now? Are you really supposed to deal with all that you are given to deal with when, from everything you know, it is too much for you?
There seems to be no respite for you. You are in for a dime or a dollar. You serve for life in the world so long as you are relegated to the world. You don’t even know how long you are here for. You feel the burden of all that you do not know.
Sometimes life seems interminable to you. You fear making it through, and you fear not making it through.
Of course, you have other moments when everything is just jim-dandy with you, yet most of the time you seem to know only vagueness, as though you are a wanderer in a land you happen to find yourself wandering in. You find yourself on Earth, yet you don’t know what you are doing here at all. You feel that there must be an error, or a repeated error that somehow you make, and you don’t know how to get away from where you find yourself at the same time as you fear getting away from where you are.
You know your time on Earth is measured, yet where the exit is and when you actually exit are not at all clear.
With all My heart, I encourage you to let go of the sense of waywardness you carry with you. So what if you muddle through? So what if, in your travels, you seem to miss your way? You are on your way to greater. You are on your way to Greatness. You ride the rails of life, and your life is guaranteed.
You don’t need to get out of life, nor do you need to hang on for all you are worth. Let go of the reins. Control can only be speculated on.
Running beyond all the illusion is a Stream of Life so pure that you are lifted by it. You are lifted high. You are humbled, and, yet, you are lifted high. What a combination you are. What a mix. And you are essential regardless of what you make of your life or don’t make of it.
You are a mixed bouquet of flowers. Never was there a bouquet just like you. You hold the bouquet of yourself up to the world. You are poised on the forefront of the world. You hover between Earth and Heaven. You feel unsteady on Earth and not so sure of Heaven as you would like to be.
Beloved, you are you, and you are My beloved. You do not have to speculate on yourself so much. Let the speculation go. You are a citizen of the Universe, and I welcome you to My Oneness.
You are a mixed bouquet, yet you are the perfect bouquet at the right place at the right time. You may feel that you are wandering, yet you are in place, and you serve, and you serve a purpose. You are right on course.
Pick yourself up now and enter the outer limits of yourself. You are on a High Adventure on the High Seas. You are finding your way. You are not stranded. You are riding the waves. And I catch you every time. Live in this sure knowledge that We are together for the present and for all Eternity. We are right on course. Our destination is assured. Your life is on warranty. We are together. Remind yourself of in Whose company you are. You are with Me.