All-loving am I.
God Almighty has given you the right and might over yourself. When I gave you free will, I did not abdicate My love. I abdicated My rule of you. This freedom allows you to come to Me unbound, of your free will, of your desire, of your decision, of your say, of your initiative, of your intent, of your liking, of your making it happen.
Even when I come in and seem to intercede, you have, at some point of your life, made your willingness known to Me.
With all that being said, granting your every wish is for genies, beloveds. Neither you nor I grant your every wish. Some wishes are fulfilled on other levels or layers of desire. Sometimes, only sometimes, the desire is its own fulfillment. You may well not agree with this. I will go on and make another point, and then come back to this.
In the days of Greek mythology, everything was in the hands of the Gods. Now I tell you that everything is in your hands, or, I should say, in your heart.
I do not mean to say that the death of your loved ones is a desire of your heart. There were certain ground rules laid out when I gave you free will. Birth and death are two of them. A long life may be your desire, and along with your desire, comes aging which you may not like. There is a wider scope than your personal desires, or even your world desires.
And now you say, and say quite rightly, that perhaps you desired to have a child and were unable to conceive. Or you didn't want a child, and yet you conceived many. You ask Me how do I explain what certainly looks like desires unfulfilled or events against your will.
We can say that it is a confluence of a multiplicity of desires. Certainly, there is no explanation that will satisfy you, beloveds.
I want to make it clear, for example, it does not mean that the one who conceives or does not conceive is more or less loved than the other or more deserving than the other. The why cannot be explained in terms of your understanding. At least, I don't know how to explain it. In world terms, it is inexplicable. Beloveds, fulfillment of your desires does not mean that even your desires to understand will be fulfilled on Earth.
Do know, although it may not give you comfort, that your desires are fulfilled on a dimension or timeline that may be out of your sight now. It could even be that the child you desired was born to someone else. Sometimes your desires are fulfilled, yet not the way you had in mind.
Some desires are contradictory. Some cancel out others. Some desires are carry-overs.
And then you ask Me, what about earthquakes and such. Were they desired?
Of course, in world terms, an earthquake is considered a terrible thing. There is grievous injury and much that is not understood. A balancing act is being performed. Something is toppling over. No one desired an earthquake, and yet the quaking of hearts and the fomenting of thoughts can beckon earthquakes. That which you do not desire also befalls.
And you do not see My love in such events. You wonder, how can damage that is abhorrent to you occur in a world that God says He loves, and, furthermore, that God says that human thought and emotion contribute to you? This is the same God Who says that there is no cause.
And, so, beloveds, come to the reiterated theme of desiring good for all and keeping your heart and mind higher than you previously believed you could. We shall leave it at that.