Hi everyone.............I am Mirror and Carol and have written before here but not for awhile.
My life is going along from one problem, one worry, one issue after another right now and it seems never ending.
Most of the issues revolve around my daughter and her family and hers and their lives and me attempting to be the rescuer etc. but not all.........
Things seem to be a struggle health wise, financially, work wise and emotionally and basically all this year has been difficult but this last month or two hugely so.
I talk to God, the universe, departed loved ones and my own higher me and help does come........but it is ongoing and i am having to ask for help and guidance constantly as it seems.
I ask that the reasons for this show themselves more clearly and I ask that I share this , my strange life with you all in an attempt to make sense of it in my human brain way.
I sit with a bad flu - hoping it is not going to get worse, with my grand children sleeping in another room, they too with flu problems although seemingly they have recovered for now................I am minding them while their mother moves house from the country to here the city and her partner is up here staying elsewhere this week as he has radio therapy for cancer.
I sit here overwhelmed with lonliness even though I know I am not alone and I know I am truly loved but it is testing me big time.
I send love to you all reading this and peace for the world of human existence to overcome these stresses I am experiencing.
xx