I truly believe that God forgives us. Even if we were to kill a jillion people, God would still forgive us. I remember thinking when I was really little that God did not like me anymore cause I told a lie, or stole something or was mean to someone even though they were mean to me first. I just knew God did not like me and was very annoyed with me and that He was very impatient with me cause I was a slow learner and could not remember things. I just knew that.
And then, way later in life...only a few years ago, I thought that maybe afterall God did love me. Cause...I had not killed a jillion peope...not even one that I can recall...so if He could forgive others, he might forgive me. So I asked Him to and he did...at least that is what I think and that is what my Heart tells me. And also...when I was little I did not feel very good about myself and this continued on and on through my life until just a few years ago. And yet somehow, when I came to the realization...the real realization that God did, infact, love me, everything really changed so that now I love myself and everyone else on the planet. I am not bragging or anything like that but just wanted for some reason to share this with you. I really like God a lot and He-She is my greatest friend and I love Her-Him a lot. And...I love all of God's children too...like you.
Love always, Jimi.
and ps...you can write back to me if you like.