Referring to the Heavenletter right before this one, I do not mean to say to always follow your whim. I am saying to follow your heart. Your heart is a good rudder. But in no way do I wish to imply that you do only what you feel like doing when you feel like doing it. You may not feel like going to work or school. You may not feel like getting out of bed. That doesn't mean you always wait until you feel like it. Please tell Me I have clarified the difference.
You are not always obligated to follow the dicta of the world, nor are you always obligated to follow your whims. There is a fulcrum between being responsible and doing what the world expects of you. So, beloveds, I say that you do not have to be an upright citizen all the time. You do not need to be a paragon of the world's virtue all the time. So, go ahead and follow your whims on occasion. Do not be hard on yourself. It's only life we're talking about, dear ones.
We are not really talking about how you appear to the world and what the world would make of you. You don't have to go against the world either. You follow a bigger star than whim. The light you follow does not have to be the world's. World reason isn't to come before your own. The edicts of the world aren't meant to count more than you. Whims may be of the world, beloveds. If the world showed you an advertisement for something, and you want it, it likely is the world's whim you are listening to. If you had never heard of whatever it is, you wouldn't want it.
I understand it is not always easy to know what your heart is really saying and what is whim and what is an argument of the world seemingly at stake. It is not always easy to know. You have been doing the best you can.
In terms of the world, you won't be right all the time. You won't be wrong all the time either. So we come back to there is no right, and there is no wrong. There is life, beloved, bare-faced and in disguise, and so you do the best you can.
What you can always know is that you are My child, and We are bonded and unbounded in love. We are a wonderful mix. We are the M&M's of the world, and yet We are Oneness Supreme. There is nothing that We are not, and We always are Oneness of Love. We are united in the world, and We are united in Heaven.
You don't have to understand all I am saying, but you can know I am saying something wonderful. I am saying I love you, and you are saying:
"I love too. Despite how it may appear, I love the world too, and I love You, God, Who are the deepest part of myself. You are My Self.
"Oh, how beautiful it is to travel with You, dear God. How beautiful to be in this Assemblage of One. How beautiful to be in the world with You as My Star and in Your Image as you so lovingly crafted me.
"From now on, I swear off of suffering and bewilderment. From now I don't care so much how things seem. I care that We are One, and I am blessed and I am grateful to ride along with You on this ship called life."