Hans to God:
Dear God, thank You for all Your beautiful help, but I have a feeling I need to ask You again. I think I am sincerely trying my best to pull Your light into my body and try to communicate with You, but somehow over the past week, the pain in my hips and abdominal area seems to have gotten worse. Even so I try to put a lot of light into it. Maybe I'm missing something somewhere. Could You respond to it? Maybe there is an additional solution which I'm not aware of.
God to Hans:
Dear Hans, I am sorry that you have pain. Lightly pull My light into your body. This is not a heavy pulling; it is a light entering. Just lightly imagine My light running through you. It is truth. Allow My light. You are not trying to communicate with Me, My dear Hans. This is light acceptance, not work.
Be as if you were hearing lovely music from the distance. You do not work at it. You simply hear it. You do not have to answer the music, only receive it. You do not have to compose the music, only let it in. Consider My light as lovely music that flows through you, vibrates through you, fills you time and time again.
No effort, dear Hans.
Watch My light flow through you the way you might watch beautiful clouds in the sky. You do not try to capture the clouds; you merely let them sail by. Let My light sail through you idly.
Be not so conscientious.
Know this too: your back pain does not have to go away.
You are not ordering it to go away. It does not HAVE to go away.
You are embracing Me and filling yourself with My light. You are not holding on to an outcome. You do not hold on to My light. You watch it or hear it or see it or feel it as it passes through you.
Consider My light the scent of a far distant rose. Enjoy its scent. You would not ask the scent of the rose to remove a wart. You would simply enjoy the scent.
Simply enjoy Me, dear Hans.
Are you working less, as suggested? Are you being easier with yourself, fewer demands on yourself?
Consider yourself on vacation. You are on vacation from worry, responsibility, debt. You are free. You are My free child. You are not imprisoned. You are not bound by anything but love. And of that you have much. Send some of that love to yourself, My beautiful worthy son. Relax your back. Relax your hold on life. Position yourself differently. Be more like a fish rather than a yoked ox. Float more. Be not firmly planted. Be planted with Me in Heaven. Stop working so hard, dear Hans, in your orientation toward life.
You are already worthy, worthy of Me. Cease working for your worth. I certify you worthy. Lie back, My son. That is what I ask of you. That is what is your duty. I ask you to lean back in a chaise lounge of life, and I will wait on you.
I am a deft Waiter. I can bring you whatever you want. You do not have to yell out your order. You do not even have to think it. All you have to do is sip through a straw what I bring you. And I bring you love.
How can a man so full of love strain his back?
Ask your lovely wife to gently place her hands on your back. Let her rest them there lightly, up and down your spine, as if lightly pressing her palms to the earth, as if her hands were fronds that lightly touch your back like a sweet breeze through the trees, as if her hands were waves of water that gently massage you, as if her hands were My love touching your hot back.
Feel My love cool you, dear Hans. Feel My love entering your spine. Feel your spine easing and making room for Me. Feel your spine align with My love. Feel your spine reaching up to Me. Feel your spine knowing it is all right to let go. It does not have to hold anything up. Tell it I am its substance. It has nothing to do but to allow Me.
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Abby to Gloria and Heavenreaders:
Wow! That was a wonderful letter Bev wrote!
Polly to Heavenletters:
I'm so sorry for not getting back to you sooner. My email was so backed up and I have just been able to get to it tonight. I do not want my name taken off the Heaven list. How could I turn away such love? I look forward to asking my questions. Check is on its way.
Hope to see you on Oprah!
Julie to Heavenletters:
I woke up early today and have a few extra minutes with Heaven. July 11 with Diane and July 13 with Hans are wonderful. Jewels of comfort. And I have to repeat what God said in yesterday's Heaven: "What you seek is awareness of Me, and the finding of yourSelf."
Caroline to Heavenletters:
What a wonderful letter Bev wrote! It's so inspiring; I hope to get one written very soon.
I also want to suggest several Heavenletters for the book. The May 5, 6 and 7 issues have some really special points. I had printed them out, and just found them again.
Thank you again for so faithfully writing God's words and sending them to us!