Judith to God:
Dear God, going back to Your answer to me July 19, I guess I have been afraid, as You say. We live in a mysterious universe with many forces and many aspects. I do not want to be misled. I see that my brother Mike is very schizophrenic- psychotic, and his life is wasting away, it seems, in his own little hell. My other two brothers whom I have always trusted for their rationality and competent judgment are walking on the edge of a precipice, blind to the danger under their feet and harassed by a being who claims to be "God". This scares me.
I have been to a class to try and educate myself about these matters because I felt very vulnerable. I think it helped me because the teacher of this class was able to give me tools to protect myself, or so it seems. He says that if I affirm that Christ and Christ Consciousness is in complete control of my life and that Christ is the only authority in my life and that my 'aura and body of light' is closed to all except the Christ Consciousness within my own Self, I can not be vulnerable to any being that does not come to me in the name of this purest and highest Love, exemplified by Christ and all the Christ teachers, the ascended Masters.
We have meditations in which we ask the Christ teachers to be present with us. I have felt that Mother Mary and Jesus Christ both communed with me and spoke to me, through me. The feeling that accompanied these communications was very much like being wrapped in a warm blanket of love and peace. It was very nurturing. Much like Godwriting.
I want to feel the presence of ascended Masters, Angels and God. I want to experience this nurturance and apprentice myself to those Divine Beings who offer the highest teachings about life and spiritual evolution. I do not want to be misled and think that I am OK for being wary and wanting to know how things work. I do not want to be gullible, as my brothers have been.
I now ask if You come in the name of Christ?
God to Judith:
My dear Judith, Christ comes in My Name, Beloved.
Christ comes before Me only in the sense of His devotion to Me, as you come before Me. Or, We could say, that Christ and I were instantaneous, as you were also instantaneous with Me from the first moment of Creation. How did I become a Father if I had not children? Can Oneness be alone? Oneness comes from a union, and that union is of Father and child. I am your Source.
All love blesses.
There is no competition between Me and Christ and Mother Divine, any more than I compete with the Sun and the Moon and the stars and trees and grass. All go toward My completion. None compete with Me. Nor I with them.
Although I know that all My children are at Home with Me, when they also know they are Home, I am like the parent who takes comfort when the last child comes in for the night. Then I can turn off the porch light, as it were, and go to bed with My heart assured of your presence.
It is your presence at Home with Me I seek.
Christ brings you before Me. He can lead you to My presence. My presence becomes known to you as you become aware of Me. My presence is constant, but your awareness of My presence is not, and My presence is in your awareness.
Is your question: Does God exist?
Or is your question, am I, the Speaker here, indeed the God you seek?
My answer is: Yes, on both counts. God exists. And I am He.
Do you exist, My wary child? And are you separate from Me? How can you be separate from Me? or I from you when We are the completion of one another?
To have faith in Me is having faith in yourself.
Faith does not have wariness.
Look to Me, to Christ, to Mother Mary, to whatever name you wish to give to a particular energy that emanates from Me and is, therefore, an aspect of Me and an aspect of yourself.
You cannot be gullible with Me, for I am Truth. Gullible assumes a disappointment or a negative result or a big surprise that was not in the promise, a promise false that is undelivered, and was a lie.
Hah, I am more than promise. I am fulfillment of all promise. I am the meeting-place of all hearts and all grace.
Fear not for your brothers, for I am with them.
Who are you to fear for your brothers?
That you are your brothers' keeper does not mean that you fear for them. Share love with them. The love does not have to be overt. Deeper love than that. Silent love. My love. Give over My love to your brothers. They are entitled to their path. Release your brothers to Me. Let go of your hold on your brothers, dear one. Think no longer of harm coming to them. Think of My coming to them, or Christ, or Mother Mary or whatever shape of love you prefer but give love and not fear to them. Instead of light enclosing you and keeping what you fear out, bring My light to embrace all. You do not have to protect yourself. Do not honor fear, for you honor it greatly. Displace fear. Honor Me.
Judith, you say, time and time again, what you want. You want knowledge. You want to experience. You want to know how things work. You do not want to be misled. You want proof. And so you sit in judgment. That is selfishness supreme, My dear daughter. To admit or not admit God is ego-ness. Do not allow or disallow God. Be with God. Come sit over here, not there. Your intellect harbors your fears.
Ask Me what I want. I want you to sit over here with Me. I want you to sit over here with Me where fear does not exist. Cease obeisance to fear. Turn from focus on yourself to focus on Me. Here the illusion of fear will vanish.