Barbara to Heavenletters:
Hallowed be God that He would gift each and every one of us with this unbounded, fathomless Love that Is.
How beautiful the words that you transcribed while you sat at your computer. I am grateful that she who calls herself Gloria, God's voice on the Internet, has made herself available to Be Love, to Be Joy, to Be Service, To Be That in such fullness that it spills over on to all of us. Thank you, for your Being.
Never even imagine for one instant that you are separate from the One who speaks through you. You are That One.
God to Barbara:
Tell it like it is, dear one. Like it is.
Gloria to God:
There are several points that Karen brought up recently. One was that I must do everything for You, dear God. Not for Heavenletters, not for Heavenreaders, not for myself, but for God. All for You, dear God.
God:
Considering "For God" keeps you connected to Me. That also keeps you on track. It is also what feels good.
If you get into thinking you're serving Heavenreaders, or that Heavenletters is your purpose, or that anything is for you, it becomes smaller.
Raise children for God. Write for God. Listen for God. Lift up your eyes to God for God. Wait for My cues. Live life for Me, and your life is on a higher plane.
Another way to say this is to keep your vibration high with Me. You can't just will that into being. A way to reach that, however, is to keep Me in mind.
Barbara made this concept memorable. She cleans house for Me. She knows truth.
Gloria:
In a Heavenletter from a long time ago, I had the thought that all applause is for You. No matter what the occasion, a ballet, a play, a musical, a concert, it is not the performers that we really applaud, but rather You, the Creator, and the magnificence that You have created.
God:
There is an unconscious recognition that something more is going on than clapping for an artist. It is clapping for the Artist.
Gloria:
Karen also spoke of discipline. I have a negative connotation of discipline as force and control. That wasn't what she meant.
I also have not considered myself disciplined at all. Karen said I am. She said that I am disciplined for You, God. She said it is discipline that makes me get up early every morning and write You. I thought it was because I wanted to. She said "want" is a form of control.
God:
Being with Me every day is better than being with Me once in a while, or randomly, or occasionally. Gloria, the truth is you get up every morning for Me. And that gives you joy. The joy comes after the "for God". Think of discipline as from within and not from without, for where am I but within you?
That you want to get up to commune with Me is a consequence of "for God".
Gloria:
I am delighted to get up for You, God. I don't quite follow how it isn't my wanting.
God:
It isn't just your wanting. You wouldn't wake up and write every morning just because you wanted to. Your wanting is insufficient. Your wanting isn't much. All the things you've wanted to do and never followed through on.
"For God" gives you a strength that wanting for yourself alone doesn't give, doesn't have.
Wanting is doing, Gloria. Yes, it is control.
Being with Me means to vibrate My Beingness.
Discipline is being My disciple and following My Will. Following My Will is being in tune with Me. It is easy to follow Me. It is far easier than not following Me. It is natural to follow Me. Following Me is not trying to. It is being with Me.
Discipline is not against your will. Discipline does not mean doing something you don't want to do. It means not going off on tangents.
Gloria:
I don't quite understand the difference between following my heart and doing what I want.
God:
Following your heart is following Me. Doing what you want is doing what you think you want. What you really want is God. What you really want is Me. It is not even wanting because it is reality. You have free will, but wanting Me isn't really a choice. Recognition of the choice for God comes from free will. The choice itself is inevitable. Meanwhile, you can flitter around; that is definitely your choice to make.
Better to ask Me what I want.
Gloria:
I'm getting it. Thank You.
Karen also made clear what neutral is. I have thought of neutral as some kind of blank, a middle ground, colorless, unfeeling, certainly unattached, uninvolved, kind of away from. I have thought of it as more indifference. I knew I should want it, but not sure I really did.
Karen suggested that neutrality is beingness. It is vibrating with You, dear God. Being isn't reactive. Pure being is neutrality. Neutrality is being "for You".
God:
Yes, it is vibrating high.
It is vibrating beyond events.
It is vibrating eternity.
It is out of the smallness into the vastness.
Neutrality is newness, not oldness.
It is fresh start.
It is a clean slate.
It is love as beingness.
It is love in its natural state.
Beingness is not nothing.
It is everything.
It is My energy.
It is energy not sidetracked.
It is pure consciousness.
But Whose consciousness?
It is Mine. And I share it with you.
Avail yourself of it.
It is truth.
It is being in truth.
Truth is not an action.
Your being is truth.
You are a being.
You are being.
Be.