Tina to Gloria:
Molly had a wonderful celebration. The rain held off. It was warm and close and misty-feeling, though you could see far. There were fabulous water beads hanging amidst a curtain of rosehips. Sooo many people came. So many people had stories to share about this gift which Molly was. There were bells. Yesterday's HEAVENletters were read aloud, much of it twice.
There was such a powerful warmth passed around and released. The tears warmed cheeks and the shoulders of huggees. Smiles warmed the circle as the gift of Molly's incredible joy and humor graced us all. Hearts genuinely overflowed in the celebration of her life, and the love she spread through her family and church and community was like an angelic firestorm. It was so truly apparent that her gift has been received fully and is being carried forward into eternity in many, many hearts.
Her frail body knew not any earthly limitations. So many who were blessed to have their lives touched by hers now know worlds more about power and surrender.
There is peace and joy here today, and rich fellowship. Heaven and earth are one, and Molly is one spunky angel.
I include you warmly with hugs into the circle of celebration.
P.S. I just finished reading today's (Monday's) HEAVENletter. The last line from God was: "She throws kisses and speaks of her joy in Heaven."
At the memorial service, someone brought a video they had taken of Molly and gave it to Rod and Diane. We watched the video, and Molly was in it in all her glory.
The most noticeable and the most repeated image in the video was of Molly throwing kisses.
Karen to Gloria:
Love and tears do go hand in hand. It is purification. Look at all the beings being healed from dear Molly's passing, for she is Home, and we all do remember that we too are going there. Bless her precious family, dear Jesus.
Katrina to Gloria:
Thank you for your love. God is so faithful to all of us and answers our questions, sometimes almost as soon as they are released to Him. Imagine, He is always right on the money, too! I am so grateful that He knows my heart so well and much better than my simple mind can conceive. I am also so aware of how limiting my perceptions are of my life, even though my own history shows loud and clear how awesome God's healing love is.
Today I am basking in the peace I have about all my questions the other day. I am grateful to you and Karen for this gift of love you both give so freely.
Another question for God, please.
God Bless you.
Katrina to God:
Dear God, thank You for Your ever-present love and strength which I am feeling so strongly today. I do have a question about what the physical pain in my body is really about. I know that it slows me down to reflect on you, and that all my health issues keep me looking to You. Am I so stubborn to still need this, or is it something I am not seeing?
As I shared this morning with my friend, the only fear I still have about health is that I will not be able to physically do the things I want to do. I can already see by this question that I am not releasing this to Your care, so, Lord, please help me in this as my desire is to be surrendered to Your care. Help me grow the faith and trust I desire so much.
And, Lord, I wish to pray for the comfort of your child, Diane, in her need today. My heart feels for her. God Bless Molly who is with You I know.
I pray all this in Christ's name, Amen.
God to Katrina:
When you know there is nothing to fear, even including being physically unable to do the things you want to do, then you will have surrendered.
Pain is a name, My dear Katrina. You are conditioned to thinking of that sensation named pain as a wrong thing that must be removed. Give it another name. Call it release. Call it Blessed Release. Call it a Beacon of Health.
If there were no fear, there would be no pain.
Pain is resistance, and every layer of pain resists the pain from before, and pain has a party on Katrina.
Resistance comes from the mind. The body obeys.
If you had never heard of pain, if you did not know the word, if it had not been named, it would not exist.
The opposite of pain is not painfree. The opposite of pain is ease.
Pain is a cramp, a crimping. You crimp negativity; you don't want to have it; and in so doing you also crimp your joy. Unloose yourself to imperfection and joy. You are all right.
If there were no mental pain — no bitterness, hurt, fear, anger — there would be no crimping and no aftereffect of it, known as pain, in the body.
Holding on and holding back are the cause of pain. Pain wants out.
Picture pain flowing out of you, dear Katrina. Let it go. Picture yourself floating on water. The bitterness of pain drifts from you like the waves of the water. What were the waves anyway? Just water in a temporary shape that flows in and out. Let your pain flow out. Know you don't have to have it. Know you don't have to NOT have it either. You have burdened yourself with pain, and then burdened yourself further with your judgment that you are inadequate because you have not yet been able to banish it.
Bless your pain, and let it go. Blessing it is letting it go. It has been with you a long time, and it reminds you that you are alive and awake and that you are entitled to feel. Your pain is like a pen that writes within you.
Even with pain, you are My blessed divine child. Even with pain, I am with you. Even with pain, you are pure love.
Absence of pain does not mean you are more highly evolved. You need no proof of your Godness. Nothing outside you proves or disproves My presence in you. And your body is outside you. You can be highly evolved with pain or no pain.
Molly was a highly evolved being in a physical form that did not perhaps, from the outside perspective of the world, merit her being. If someone did not know better, they might think that she was her body. But the body is not an emblem of spiritual development. It is only a body.
How wrong is the perspective of the world from which judgment comes. Beware of judging, for judgment only makes mistakes. And you, Katrina, you judge yourself mercilessly and make mistakes about your worth.
Katrina, you are rigorous in your demands on yourself. You make yourself run through hoops. You are a slave driver, whipping Katrina on and on — to what, Katrina of My heart? What is it you must achieve? What is it that you think you owe to the universe? You owe nothing. I ask nothing of you but your joy. My beloved, give Me your joy.
Be happy with yourself. You are beautiful. Will you not believe me? Take a breath, and enjoy the person who breathes. She is My beloved. You are My beloved, Katrina.