You fear that by knowing the depth and extent of My love for you, you will evaporate. You fear that knowing all My love for you will make you disappear. From your point of view, you are on to something. You wonder how you can possibly absorb all the love I have for you and not be knocked over and simply disintegrate.
But here's the story, beloveds. You will integrate, for it is a given that you already contain all this love that is Mine to give, and that is a goodly amount of love, yet all My love even multiplied will not blow you to smithereens. It will change the whole configuration of your perception. It's true, you will never be the same.
You will be so buoyant it will be as if you fly as instantly and as effortlessly as you now lift your eyes Heavenward.
You will laugh and laugh your heart out. You will be turned inside out and back again. It's true. When you realize the extent of the love I have poured upon you, you will not be the same. How could you be? Nonsense will vanish. Suffering will vanish. The past will vanish. Truth will be your byword, and standing in the Truth of My love, you will stand tall. You will be a different person because you will knowingly stand in the bright light of My love shining fulsomely on you, which is the same as to say, beloveds, you will stand in the Truth of your very own Being, and you will know your radiance, My radiance shining brightly in you and shining out into the ether, meeting and matching all the love that is. In this way, you will be entering another Universe although it is really another dimension of yourself that you enter.
In this state of knowingness, of consciousness, you will recognize and accept all the light and love that you already are. You will more than know your capability. You will realize it. You will simply never be without this dazzling awareness of the Truth of you and the Truth of Me, in this spectacular Oneness that We ever were, although there will not be a were, only an are. When I say I AM, you will instantly know all that I AM includes. You will know what you encompass.
Look, you will be without doubt. Welcome the day! You will be without fear. You will no longer fear Me, beloveds. You will be without trepidation. You will not even still be in awe. Once you have accepted What you are now in awe of, you will no longer be in awe. When there is no separation, there will be nothing to be in awe of. In Our Oneness, you will no longer have amazement. You will be swimming in the light of Our love, and you will simply be delighted but not in awe. You and I will be on an equal footing. It will be wonderful, but no longer a wonder. Ah, but right now, you are not sure that you want to be on an equal footing with Me, for Whom would you pray to then?
Never mind, your heart will dance all over the Universe. All hearts will dance as One. And what a One Heart that will be! Oh, My, at this point, awe, if it were still conceivable, would seem like a too small thing. If you ever did come to think of awe, awe would be like an affectionate child that you would pat on the head. No matter how awesome Our Love is and always has been, you will not be able to step down to awe. When you are the Sun, beloveds, you cannot look at the Sun as once you did. You would still know the Sun to be great, and yet you would know the familiarity of the Sun and know you in all your ignorance were the Blazing Sun all along. Welcome the day, beloveds. It is soon to be upon you.