Gloria to God:
Dear God, about the personal note of rejection from that literary agent who said HEAVEN was "utter nonsense, poppycock, B.S…" and implied it was all a scam, Karen said the man was very arrogant. She didn't see his integrity. She did see his wanting help.
She said that my being affected by his note meant my feelings were hurt which meant I had taken on his stuff and had allowed him to hook into me.
We started to put Your wand of white light on him, and then Karen had an appointment with a client. I will do what I can myself this morning for this literary agent.
I know I quote Karen a lot. She is my inspiration on earth. She is such a good person to all, and such a friend to me — from out of nowhere — but, beyond that, is her wisdom, truth, magnificence, heart, kindness, devotion to You, dedication to all Your children, all so wonderful and wonderful for me. Her faith, dear God. Her faith. That note shook my faith. Nothing shakes Karen's.
Besides everything she does, says, and is, she grounds faith. You are so integral to her life; You are just so much there. Uppermost isn't the right word — You just permeate everything with her. I understand now what Bran said about her — she's an Immortal, Goddess, Ascended Master.
She is also human and real. She's no mood-maker. She says just what she thinks. She is married and cooks and lives in a human body, but it comes down to that she is grounded in You, dear Father. She is immersed in You. She has her own day-to-day contingencies, but she is Your Power and Your Glory every minute. Your strength has become her Faith; I mean, her Faith is Your strength in her. It isn't even Faith. It is You.
I would love to have her clarity (Yours), vision, knowledge, wisdom, sense, love (Universal Love) and creative strength.
She is like a Maiden Warrior at the forefront of the battlefield. The battlefield must be regular life, and she leads the troops through the fires and bullets straight to You.
This minute I see her in my mind's eye as a giant angel with a wingspread that covers the world and all in it. Wow, God, what You have wrought.
God:
What you say about Karen is truth. My magnificence on earth shines in a slight human form who eats, drinks, sleeps, holds conversations, has fun, makes you laugh, swims in the bowels of the earth and flies to the heights of Heaven and brings It back like an eagle to deliver to the multitudes who roam earth. She continues this two-step process from where someone is to where Heaven is. Her motives and intentions and service are all Mine.
She needs no recognition other than Mine. I would never withdraw Mine, but if that were a possibility and it did happen, she would not waver, hesitate, miss a step because she is in Truth; it is hers; she owns it; she is it.
Yes, you have seen her wings and the extent of her function on earth, and you ride her wing, Gloria. She brings you back and forth to Heaven rather than delivering It to you.
And she teaches you how to fly. One day you will solo without even thinking about it. It will be just what you do, and then you and Karen will soar side by side, not her carrying you, but both steady in My arms. And, Gloria, you will give others flight instruction to Heaven.
You will fly with your hearts, you understand? There is no distance to travel. But, if souls, like you, think there is separation of time and space, why, then, you must carry them over it.
It will be a breeze for you, and you will be a breeze that runs through lives, and your feet will be in Heaven and your wings span the earth in My Name.
Gloria to Mother Divine:
Dear Mother Divine, I am in awe.
Mother Divine:
When you know God intimately and totally, you will not have awe. Awe says there is some distance between you and God which gives you room to bow.
When you meld totally with God, you will know joy and see Him in the low and the high. You will be so enjoined with Him that you will know nothing else. You will not parrot words. You will sing praises to Heaven by your life. Your life will be the pen that writes a travel map to Heaven. Your heart will be the ink that flows across the chart of Heaven. The pages in your notebook will become the fluttering of wings.
The tune inside you will not be: "How do I serve God and make Him happy?" It will be: "How do I not? There is nothing else but that."
And your heart will become an eagle instead of a fawn; it will be a fawn and an eagle. It will be a dove and a lark and a butterfly and a lion and a flower of love.
Your heart will be made of the interstices of Heaven. Your heart will hold the sap of Heaven. Your heart will circle the universe. Your heart will be settled in Heaven and go out like an airplane and tip its wing so all can see the sparkle of the Great Sun on it.
The airplane of your heart delivers messages from God. You drop flower petals that reach earth unseen but delivered and received. These petals grow inside hearts to become full-fledged flower hearts of their own, multiplying and multiplying until earth is a field of flowers from Heaven, mingling Heaven and earth, as Karen does.
A Course in Miracles, Lesson 340:
"I can be free of suffering today…This day is holy, for today Your Son will be redeemed…he will hear Your Voice directing him to find Christ's vision through forgiveness…I was born into this world but to achieve this day and what it holds in joy and freedom for Your holy Son and for the world he made, which is released along with him today."
Gloria:
Dear God, what will You comment?
God:
Any day anyone can be freed from the chains of the world. They are not locked. They are heavy on you, but they are fake. When you stand up, they will fall away. When you desire to be unchained, so you will be. As fast as you want. As fast as you dare. Choose Heaven, and the chains evaporate. Choose Heaven, and you are released. Choose the One Who has chosen you, and you are lifted up to Heaven like a puppy lifted by its mother.
Gloria:
Is there something more, dear God?
God:
I think We have written enough this morning. Now live your day.
Later…
Gloria:
Dear God, today Ulrike in Germany called me today. I think she called me because she wants to do her own Godwriting, and is so concerned about doing it "right". She knows things about vowels and this level and that level, and she tries to discern whether she is translating the sounds she senses or hears into the right word or not, and I'm happy and grateful that mostly I can just let it roll. I also think, unbeknownst to her, she called to get Karen's phone number, which she was eager to receive.
God:
It is interesting, is it not, that two people from your past of long ago called you this week? One who is a postulate in a Catholic order and another one who wants to do Godwriting also? And that you and Sandra reconnected after a longer span, and Sandra reads HEAVEN and is such a positive reinforcer for you? There are some people that I would like you to call. Do you know who they are?
Gloria:
I've been wanting to call Mary, my former husband's second wife, now long divorced. Now that I realize I would be calling her for You, I will do it tonight or tomorrow. I also want to call Tova; I owe her a letter, but I don't know if she is on Your list! I also have an old dear friend in Sacramento whom I owe money to, and my shame at the debt makes it hard for me to try to find her. She has been on my mind a lot. I feel bad to owe her money, and I feel bad that she must think I don't care about her, and I do care about her. Our children were young together, and she was one of the first people I knew when I was married. I think we were newlyweds together. I remember her maiden name, her first two married names, and her third one, I don't remember.
God:
Do you think you could forgive yourself for owing her money and call her from the love in your heart? Write to her?
Gloria:
I found her daughter's address once. I could write to her there. In fact, I have written to her, beautiful long letters, and never mailed them.
God:
You do see how important it is that you reach her, for her and for you? She will not discard you.
Gloria:
Okay, I will just do it. Give me tomorrow to do it.
God:
Tomorrow is good.
Gloria to Mother Divine:
Dear Mother Divine, what would you like to say to me tonight?
Mother Divine:
Rising from the past means to pay your debts. Your debt to your friend is not the money. It is your acknowledging her and your friendship. She cares to be loved and remembered by you. She is not hurt by the money. She is hurt by not hearing from you. This is a big wound in your heart, and you want to make it right. Feeling ashamed is ego, Gloria. You are putting your feelings ahead of hers. Give her your love and let her hear from you. Will you do that?
Gloria:
Yes.