Dear Ladies,
I am busy with the translation of no:2561, yet a word within the text has made me a little confused.
My laptop is on the table, one of my two huuuuge cats (HASMET - the boy) is on the table as well. (The other one (girl -MINNOSH) is sleeping on the sofa)
Hasmet is awake and we are thinking together, he is just looking at my face with his bright blue beady eyes.
Yes we are thinking of the word "smallness". The paragraph is as follows:
Do you hesitate to leave smallness behind? Don't want to let go of those little irksome things that consume so much of your attention -- what do you want them for? Why are they precious to you? They must be precious because your go over them again and again in your mind. From smallness, you are certain that someone did not treat you well. They said something that was a slur. They were unkind, thoughtless, biting, perhaps cruel. It was not right. You were not treated as a child of Mine deserves to be treated, for you deserve to be treated only with love.
Here, SMALLNESS: being small, our smallness, feeling unworthy, unimportant ??? OR
SMALLNESS: small things that make us bother, worry, small events and things???? OR
Maybe I am tired etc...I am not clear enough..
What do you think ladies?
Engin