Sometimes you wonder: Is Life just for a laugh? You’ve heard the expression – cosmic joke. This must be associated with time, comme ci, comme ça. What is Life, then, after all?
Beloveds, you know that sometimes you bend over in laughter and sometimes you can’t even smile. Surely, you know that Happiness exists.
You call out to Me: “Dear God, please let Happiness be True.”
And yet you ponder. You ask Me in the Silence of yourself:
“Hey, God, there seems to be Happiness on Earth. If something is real, how can its opposite also exist as Truth? Confusion seems to be the pot I am in. If there is no space, how can I possibly be in or out of the in-crowd or anywhere at all?
“Hey, God, can there possibly be words that exist for what of itself does not exist? I am in a quandary. I am almost certain that I have been in a quandary on Earth from the beginning.
“God, no disrespect to You, yet what is going on? Is it the Truth then that what is True, such as You, God, are not visible. Truth then is that which is not visible to the ordinary eye?
“ Is it better that I do not question and simply not ask that which I have no solid answers to? Do I, who asks You questions, do I actually exist?
“Well, God, I may actually have no idea what I am asking and to Whom or What do I ask? If You and I are One, then do I ask Myself or at least ask a corner of Myself?
“God, I may just be jabbering and no closer to clarity.
“God, do I wait for Enlightenment to dawn? What did You mean when You said, as I remember: ‘My Dears, you are truly enlightened already, and you have never not been Enlightened.’
“God, I don’t believe for one second that you are kidding around. I believe You. I believe in You. You are Truth. You aren’t a Joker. Cannot be. I stand firm that You are indeed the God of All. You are True to your Word, and You are True to me and True to All. I am secure in You. You are God in Whom I Trust. You are not a Trickster. You are God, the One and Only. And, yet, miraculously, I am One with You, and You are One with me. You have said so.
“You are My Faith. All I require I have, and this is You. You are My Foundation. Nothing else is.
“Money is not. What a joke money is. It is hard for me to believe that every Human Being must have coin and/or paper in order to have Daily Bread. Even in movies, this seems like nonsense. God, You sustain Me, and I am sustained.
“God, what is all the big fuss in the world about anyway? The world is, or the world is not, yet You are always. You are Infinite, so then I must be Infinite as well.
“God, Beloved God, this is my Testament to You. Upon You, I depend. God, upon me, You can depend. We are Friends. We exist forever. We exist as One forever and ever. We can never not exist.
“This is Our Covenant. I know so. You have opened all doors to me, and You keep them open, and I am at Your Service. There is nothing greater than this -- that We exchange Our Fealty. We are ordained as One.
“Thank You, God, for Your Trust in me. Hallowed be Thy Name.”