You like a personal God. You like the idea of it. You like a cozy papa who sits you on his lap. And yet you are growing toward God Impersonal, more toward an essence of God than the concrete. A larger God perhaps Who taps your heart. I, as God Essence, enter your heart and stay. You become incapable of objectifying Me. It is as if your whole body turns into My heart. You simply cannot escape My heart. Your heart pulses the universe. I beat the drum of your heart. We become so blended in unity and harmony that all you know is the beat of One Heart.
You long for nothing. You have everything. Rather than God holding you on His lap, you hold God. It is not exactly that you hold, because at this point, you hold nothing, but your awareness grasps that God is All and All That Is.
The mind cannot conceive this, you understand, try as it may. The mind cannot wrap itself around the tom-tom of the Human heart that is My heart complete. The wisdom of the mind knows nothing next to the wisdom of God's Heart.
It is not that you bow to God. It is that you rise to God. It is that you have risen. It is not that there is no God nor that there is a stern austere God. It is that God has swallowed you, or you have swallowed God, and God-ness Alone Is.
Oneness is not lonely. Oneness is fullness, and it is fullness of God, God here, God there, God everywhere. God enthralled and enthroned. And you are the throne on which I sit. It is God to the winds and God implacably within you. God contained within you, even when God cannot be contained. God has no bounds, and yet I am within you. You have been penetrated by God, and there is no reversal. You cannot leave the God Presence, nor can the God Presence leave you. You are immersed in God, and God is immersed in you. God is not separate from you, and you are not separate from God. There is no you. There is God Alone.
This is embrace, beloveds. This is eternal embrace. It is so sweet, so gentle and impermeable. That which has permeated stays. You and I are not welded. Our DNA has mixed, and what We are cannot be undone.
It never could. It never was separated. But now the awareness is inescapable, and who would want to escape from the sweetest Union in Heaven or on Earth?
No one wants to, and no one can. Fully established in Eternity, there is nowhere to go and nowhere to leave. This is Is-ness. This is Being. This is beautiful, Our Oneness. We can't even say Our Oneness any longer. We can only say My Oneness. I am the only Speaker, and I can only say I am One. I AM One.
I have plucked you from otherness. I have taken you away from illusion and brought you to Reality. You want to sit on God's lap? There is no lap to sit on. This is not loss, beloveds, because God stands up, and He stands up in you. God does not sit. He rises like a mist. He rises just as your consciousness rises. You have risen, merged into Oneness. We ARE One. There is no one in the whole wide world but Me. You don't exist. You don't exist as you have speculated. But I exist. I AM. And you and I ARE One.