When it comes down to it, after the bon-bons, after all the wonders that the world offers, after your wildest dreams may come true, comes your longing for Me. Even when you don't know what your deepest longing is for, it is for Me.
There is a fulfillment you want more than anything, and this fulfillment is your Union with Me. This deep desire spurs you on. No matter how often I may tell you that We are already One, you want to KNOW Me as a Special Delivery. You want to know Me for yourself. You want to receive Me signed, sealed, and delivered. You want me intact.
You would like My arrival certified. You want to sign for Me. You want Me delivered to your door clearly, exactly, with no possible error or any smidgeon left out. You want bells to ring and horns to blow. You want Our Union to be unmistakable. And you want it to be noted with confetti pouring from the sky in a Grand Outpouring of God all for you.
This can happen. It has happened. It is likely that all this you crave, you will want to appear as a Great Occasion. We can't really even call it an occasion. You will settle for an occurrence. This momentousness is not typically an occasion or even an occurrence. It is more likely that this occurs the way tea steeps. Tea is not steeped all at once. You might even be the last one to notice. You don't have to notice. It is all happening right now.
We are talking about Infinity which is where you really exist. Infinity, which really cannot be defined, never ends. Beloveds, you are always in process. Sometimes you may glimpse your growth, yet it is also possible that you don't. I sneak into your awareness seamlessly, as it were.
It is your nature to seek more and more and greater and greater. Even as I am built-in, you want more and more of Me. Your awareness that your thirst is quenched takes you awhile. And then, as luck would have it, your thirst makes itself known more deeply again. Your thirst is unquenchable, dear ones. Your thirst is unquenchable for what you already are and yet have not full realization of.
In this way, you arrive, and you arrive again, and again and again. You are in constant process of arrival. Light slips in. Your vision keeps expanding. Your influence in the world expands. Your vision grows greater. Your heart expands, even as you may lack the awareness of this. You may think your heart is waning. It may feel to you like your heart has been wrapped up in a small plastic baggie.
You wonder how it can be that a sense of not enough God can be a sign of progress. This too is possible with Me. Everything is possible with Me. Even confusion is possible. Of course, confusion is your insight. Confused or not, however, you and I are intrinsically One, and never twain. Twain is less, not more.
Nevertheless, We are a Union of One the minute I set My eyes on you. Look, you are My Dream Come True just as you are a Reflection of My Self. You are My Self. You are My Oneness Complete.
It is a good thing that you have much to look forward to. Certainly, this is not to despair over, My dear God-lings, My Infinite God-lings, My Inspired and Inspiring God-lings. I am not a collector, yet I display My Treasures of You in the World for All to See as I Do See.
Crave My Vision, My One Child. Keep on dreaming of your recognition of Our United Oneness, Our United Love, Our Oneness displayed as Many Flowers in One Great Bouquet while here We Are -- Perfectly One All Along.