Hi Gloria-
I am new to the site and The Letters. I became acquainted with them through daily posts from Humanity's Team.
I have chosen to post under "general stuff" because I am not certain where my situation should be directed.
Recently life seems to be against me and as I look back it seems to have always been. I have read many spiritual books, joined a spiritual group and to some extent, come to know The Divine.
However lately it all seems to be going down. I am often at war with The Divine for IT never seems to answer me, nor provide me with the resonating inner strength to move forth. Instead its like resonating weakness to end it all. This in turn leads me to where I am, saying or thinking "enough of the spiritual words, where is the INNER KNOWING, where is the ability to NOT doubt and stand strong and stop second guessing myself, how do I refrain from doing things to get people to like/accept me - for in recent days I have come to see all my life this is what I have always done, and I am tired, tired of it all."
There is a lot to go into and this may or may not be the place to do so. Nor do I wish to go against your guidelines.
I need help, as I need to understand and TRULY find and KNOW The Divine, and I am trusting and hoping that you, someone can listen, and assist, help me in becoming free of this heavy burden.
Thank you for your time.
Sincerely,
Avanda.